Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Ok, here are the "sexy" letters :o)
Did you want to see the "sexy" letters? Here they are.... Ok...not really. Since I can't and won't post those here, let me just tell you that being in love with this man is one of the best things that has ever happened to me, and has changed my life dramatically. Everything he says, and everything he does seems to affect me so deeply. 2 1/2 years into this relationship and I am more in love with this man, still, than I have ever been in love with anyone. I guess the key to this happiness is that...
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Monday, December 15, 2008
Love is Sweet
It's a busy holiday season...yet somehow, I've still managed to stay relaxed. Below is my most recent letter to Afzal... My Sweet Darling... I know I have been neglecting you so much. You have always been writing to me and I have not written anything meaningful for days. Today was really hard. I had to buy a lot of things to make Christmas cookies this year...after I told myself that I was not going to do so much, as it just gives me more and more to do, and it ends up that no one cares about...
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Saturday, December 13, 2008
Is Love Philosophical?
One of the sweetest things about having a relationship with someone is that you are constantly learning about them. Learning about their lives, their thoughts, their feelings... Afzal has not felt too well today, but he sent me this beautiful letter before he went to sleep... My sweet darling, I knew of love just as a desire to release my tension through a physical relationship and not as a spiritual phenomenon. Many will dispute about the true character and personality of love depending on each...
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Friday, December 12, 2008
Another Letter...
Whoa... I'm getting behind on posting. Wednesday, I was sick in bed almost a whole day, then today Matt seems to have the same thing I had. I'm hoping he will get over it quickly. Here is a letter from Afzal from a few days ago... My loving sweetheart, Why is it that nothing deters me from dreaming about you and feeling a great sense of satisfaction with our relationship. I don’t know whether I will ever be able to get close to you as I have dreamt or will it always remain a dream, a lovely...
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
A worried man's poem...
Below is a poem that Afzal sent to me last night, after I emailed him, very early this morning, telling him that I wasn't feeling too well and not to worry if I didn't make it to chat. Do you think he heard what I said? Of course, a man in love never will be directed when you tell him not to worry for something. He is the sweetest. I'm sure he won't mind me posting this for you here... I feel as if I am without life today I feel as if I am missing something very badly I don't know how you are...
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