http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/Not done in so few words. To understand this blog, read the intro (first post). hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/632791Today, like some days, is very rough for me. I hear songs and I realize that somewhere, someone is allowed to experience the true bliss that love was meant to be...yet I am still partially separate from the man I love. I don't know if you can understand feeling incomplete, or as if you are split, existing in two places at once...it's very difficult for me some of the time. Here is my letter to Afzal today. Love and Blessings to one and all, Sunny... My Darling, It is becoming so very...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/630028Here is another gem written by the gem of a man that is my sweet bliss. I don't know why we feel "so far apart" when he leaves Kolkata, but it never seems to fail. Afzal always has the most sweet and comforting words to share with me.... My sweet love, I have always felt sad and deeply disturbed whenever I had to leave you and go anywhere else. I don't know how to express this feeling which I undergo due to my profound attachment with you although I have never met you physically as yet. It's...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/627027Afzal wrote this yesterday for me and I promised I would post in in my "Letters to God" today...I tend to procrastinate..just a bit. No one has ever been or could ever be as sweet to me as he is. Here is what he wrote... My sweet Love, I have sought your closeness whenever I have felt some kind of external force upsetting me and my balance inwardly. I have always felt safe being near you because of your great support and kindness which I have been receiving althrough my life since the day I...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/607773Love is not always the way we expect it, especially when we don't know what we are looking for. When I got to know Afzal, I had no idea that some of the qualities he possesses could actually be present in any human being. In that regard, I could never have picked someone so truly wonderful by just thinking about the qualities I might have wanted. We can't always know what we want and need, and sometimes life gives you great bonuses. Here's today's letter from Afzal... My sweet love, I am sure...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/601326My sweet love, I never thought that I would be so seriously involved slowly and gradually that every moment of my life would be governed by your presence. I can't live a single moment without your thoughts reminding me of your love. I can't ever think of living without you in every sphere of my life be what it may. I have always wanted a kind of love that I got from you, an unconditional love, a love which is incomparable. I dont' know why God has showered such bounty upon me in the shape of...