http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/Not done in so few words. To understand this blog, read the intro (first post). hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/607773Love is not always the way we expect it, especially when we don't know what we are looking for. When I got to know Afzal, I had no idea that some of the qualities he possesses could actually be present in any human being. In that regard, I could never have picked someone so truly wonderful by just thinking about the qualities I might have wanted. We can't always know what we want and need, and sometimes life gives you great bonuses. Here's today's letter from Afzal... My sweet love, I am sure...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/601326My sweet love, I never thought that I would be so seriously involved slowly and gradually that every moment of my life would be governed by your presence. I can't live a single moment without your thoughts reminding me of your love. I can't ever think of living without you in every sphere of my life be what it may. I have always wanted a kind of love that I got from you, an unconditional love, a love which is incomparable. I dont' know why God has showered such bounty upon me in the shape of...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/595080While it is true that love has come very easily and naturally for Afzal and myself, and we feel most blessed, and our lives have remarkably changed for the better... Love has it's downsides too... especially when you are loving someone from a distance. Here is Afzal's recent letter to me.... My sweet darling, I feel very desperate sometimes when I need to touch you and I can’t. I feel very sad sometimes when I need to hold you and I can’t. I feel totally upset when I want to tell you in your...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/588894Afzal has once again left for his village to visit his mother, who is hanging on to life with such determination, in hopes that some day she may see her lost son that went missing many years ago. It is a cruel fate for any mother who loses a child, never to know what has become of them. Here is the letter that Afzal left for me. I was very depressed last night, missing him already. I don't know what makes it so much harder for me when he leaves Kolkata, like where he is going is any farther...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Sunnybeach78351/587099Here is my reply to Afzal's last letter that I had posted... My Sweet Love, You don't know how deeply you truly touch my heart. I did not expect to hear from you so soon after our chat, but I had come to talk to you about everything that I feel for you. Yes, I know of all the things I have said to you about staying positive, and you know that I never like to bring you down for any reason. Yet once in a while something hits me, and a sadness or loss just settles in. Likely, some of that has to...