THE BLOG-NESS MONSTER!!! for Monday, October 20, 2003

I have to learn to bite my tongue Learn to admit when I’m wrong I’ve diarrhea of the mouth You never know when more shit will spill out Mostly I just never make sense Except to really good friends I can’t seem to stop it It’s a terrible habit I don’t even notice I’m doing it half the time Seems I... Sign in to see full entry.

I’M SPINNING I find myself on a new path Walking a road with no signs I can’t do the math I can’t make up my mind Blindly walking through the fog I don’t know right from wrong My thoughts are sleeping I seem more focused My soul is searching For it’s locus The center of my world where all can be... Sign in to see full entry.

HIDING THE HURT Here he comes again Cover up the scars with a grin Hug and laugh like nothings wrong Though the list of worries is long Smile at me and all melts away I’ll never now how our love strayed Can I find the comforts I need? Now that we're over and I am freed Is there an answer I do not... Sign in to see full entry.

"Hell hath no fury like a 4 year old on christmas morning" "With friends like you who needs ENIMAS?" Cute, huh? anywho to the poem... Chilly days come hither Promises of winter I hate the cold utterly Yet the trees are so lovely Can't help but be slightly sad After all, I was diagnosed with SAD... Sign in to see full entry.

MANICLY DEPRESSED? Why do I always get so pissed off Scare the shit out of family and friends I’ve had enough Just want this to end Manic and crazy Either happy or mad Or lonely and lazy So depressed and so sad But then I sit back and turn up the sound The bass, the guitar Need the music, need it... Sign in to see full entry.

TORTURE IN REGRET Invested my hope in you again Feeling pain from deep within Fear you won’t or can not change Then could I survive the pain? I want you now To be in my arms I told you no But I was wrong This has to change Or I’ll go through hell I’m feeling deranged I thought I knew you so well I... Sign in to see full entry.