Friday, April 17, 2009
Those Damn Pills
Gotta take these meds to keep me straight in the head like the judge and jury said you’re no good to me dead. So I swallow my comfort, sleep in my tears bathe in my hurt and forget my fears. The kids need new shoes and a mom with no blues the dog needs a new dish, these damn pills make me sick....
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The Beast
I faced the other me as bitter, cold and heartless as she could be and looked disgustedly at the toll this is gonna take on me. “I know you’re beyond blue, but what are you gonna do… take me down with you? She smiled without showing her teeth said “An injured girl has gotta eat, and what can I say,...
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Hanging by a Thread
I’m hanging by a thread giggling some like a crazy person cause I picture it all in my head, and think "Damn I couldn't even manage to hang myself with this one little piece of thread. Perhaps instead I shoulda stayed unwed, hung a sign overhead, ‘Strangers only in this bed. Should I talk in my...
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Le Strade Fine
Glad I was there when you needed me, knew I was doin what I should be thought though eventually you’d open your eyes to see the road seems to always lead back to you and me. But you’ve got unfinished business can’t move past those agendas where she sits in every window wearing a smile and a halo and...
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Sunday, April 5, 2009
Once or Never
I came home last night sat on my couch and let my mind wander, wherever it needed to go. I told myself things I would never tell anyone because those secrets are sacred, raw, and... well, it's all that is mine. There are many things I have given over the years: My smile, I gave freely; my advice,...
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
A Mother’s Choosing
In God’s garden I walked along guarded, cautious and unsure, until I saw the flower that defined my hour of struggle, pain and birth. “This one,” I said “lives in my head, I choose him for my garden.” So God gave me you, said you would blossom with His dew, and thrive if always planted in His path.
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Friday, February 6, 2009
Wild One
I often wonder if you’ll look for me when fame grows cold and time timidly tiptoes across your lonely road, when your aged with bitter regret of lost love, wasted time and memories that haunt every step that took you away from me. I often wonder if one sleepless December night, when your dreams...
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Thursday, February 5, 2009
Paper Heart
I put my pulse on paper, my heart in ink, hoping one day you would read me and hear my voice. I begged for existence in a world that pushed me away, and pleaded with one who hadn’t the time nor patience. I wrote as if it mattered, believing one day you would notice me between the lines and save me...
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Words come like echoes in the night, filling my senses with promises of peace and light. Words guide my hand through emotions I cannot comprehend and to places I have never been. Words come like silence in the morning and take my thoughts beyond the dawning of awakened hope, fresh with new...
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Always
You are my family, always a part of the we that made the three better pieces of me. So go be free from you and me, but here you’ll always be a treasured memory. Beautiful is she, young and new maybe but know undoubtedly and unequivocally, It is I who’ll always be the part of you and me that built...
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