Friday, January 4, 2008
slowly falling down into this misery I have found the darkness seems so good so tantalizing and inviting chasing the inner demons which haunt me running to the shadows of my mind emptiness has enveloped me crept up and consumed the remaining pieces of me fueled by rage and destain it lashes out... Sign in to see full entry.
Smile
we pass each other everyday never saying a word blankly staring into space always worried about our place most of us in such a rush those we don't know we look away afraid of what they may say that old man on the street just looking for someone to tell his story to or the guy just looking for... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Always You
the sweet smell of summer permeates my nose soft songs of love from the birds above as we lie here under this old maple tree amongst the dwindling twilight I still can't believe it's real this time together, seems so fleeting I wish it could last forever there has been so many times your endless... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Home
lazy snow flakes falling on the window creating small mountains of winter wonder my breath floating in circles as I sip the morning coffee smells of breakfast swirl in my nose gently teasing my taste buds the morning light seems to make you glow drawing me in, I can't resist so warm and soft I never... Sign in to see full entry.
A New Day
streaking crimson red shimmering orange night into day peaceful hope shines a new dawn songs of joy warmth surrounds me thankful for a new day endless possibilities life Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
With Me
these illusions have gotten the best of me blinded by the false hope I constructed misconstrued perceptions have led me here again carelessly holding on to the hope that there is someone for me I guess I should have know I should have seen it was just the same like so many times before, it wasn't to... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Get Away
this vast destruction of which I have lain continues it's downward spiral towards oblivion total disregard for those around me oblivious to such pain and suffering I never want to feel anything again those close to me I push away emotionally detached, this void I keep in these shadows I will stay... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, December 28, 2007
Help Me Believe
these open fields of love surrounds me overflowing waterfalls of my heart these levees of my soul forsaken enduring countless bombardments finally given way this crumbling fortress of solitude demolished left in ruins, unable to resist overwhelming trepidation consumes me can this be real? I won't... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Heart Of Glass
this heart of mine shatters in two every time I think of you like the glistening morning dew you disappeared into the rising sun I only wanted to love you I wished only to make you smile I just wanted to hear you laugh all I every wanted was to make you happy perhaps you didn't care I guess you... Sign in to see full entry.
Lost
tonight I'll get lost here in these quiet moments I realize how much I love you gazing endlessly into those deep green eyes I feel you know me without saying a word comfortably still with you in silence deep in the night I can still feel you I just want to lay here no matter where you are or what... Sign in to see full entry.