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posted by
sam444
on May 16, 2012 at 9:48 PM
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Sweetie.. I told you and tried to tell you many times..
That it was not about you and what you had done or did not do.
I tried to tell you everything when you were willing to listen.. tried to let you deal with it slowly.
Then it came to you telling me you did not want to hear about anyone but me.. and you closed the door to me being able to honestly express things to you... until it built up in my so big.. and you know what happened then.
I tried to tell you so many times to move on, try to find someone. My intentions were never to hurt you. You have been in denial for a long time sweetie.. even recently when I told you about Abdellah.
I told you I love you as my friend.. I told you we could continue to talk. I'm not sure what else to say except that I'm sorry.
You know my reasons that I can't feel connected to you. And you know I had tried to have that change.. even if late.. but you could not let go of some things.. and remember... once that one factor had been taken away... (through proof of our recent emails).. we really don't have anything left to talk about or say to each other.
Not once in the past year had I stopped talking to you.. I was always there religiously.. even though I had many other things going on. Yes, I missed emailing on a few nights.. but other than that.. I had been there
posted by
Afzal_Sunny7
on May 15, 2012 at 6:14 PM
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Afzal .. I am not aware of what is going on but I do know that over time you have allowed us to know your thoughts and you are blessed now by the ability to write openly the thoughts from your heart.
posted by
BrightIrish
on May 15, 2012 at 4:16 PM
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i do feel sorry for you.
posted by
Kabu
on May 15, 2012 at 11:48 AM
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That's a sign of a really good writer--able to express heartfelt emotions.
posted by
TAPS.
on May 15, 2012 at 11:17 AM
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Love can be very rough on the soul.
posted by
FormerStudentIntern
on May 15, 2012 at 10:11 AM
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