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Afzal
I've made a post, and I'm done here.
Please don't make any posts with dramatic apologies and what not. I'm not coming back here soon. You and I both know it was never going to work for us. You can't even afford to come here and I can't afford to keep you here.
posted by
Afzal_Sunny7
on May 4, 2008 at 8:51 PM
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Afzal
I have never told you what you should or should not do.
I've only told you that you are already in debt. You already can't keep up payments for the things you have to pay, and you want to risk putting money into what you have just again admitted it the poorest area in your country and somehow think you will profit?
As far as being distracted...there is already a lot of distractions.
You know I'm not in a position to bring you here. You know how bad I feel about this.
I would never prevent you from persuing a dream, as I refuse to be at blame for the unhappiness of others, as I have been for so much of my life.
I am under a lot of stress and running out of time here as you well know. I have a few options here...none of them being the dream of the life I would want.
I had told you that G asked again last summer if I would marry him. I can never love him the way I love you...but it can be my "way out" of having to deal with the areas of my life that I can't deal with by myself.
I had not slept at night again while you were gone. I have not slept last night either so spent all of my day today in bed.
I don't care too much for life and really don't feel I have anything to live for and you know that.
Maybe it is just time to end this, and for you to persue the dreams that you have hopes for, and for me to do whatever I can to ensure that I have any kind of future at all?
posted by
Afzal_Sunny7
on May 4, 2008 at 8:42 PM
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Afzal, what a honorable mission you pursue. God bless you ~
Elyse
posted by
elysianfields
on May 4, 2008 at 7:53 PM
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Good luck! You've heard the saying, one person can make a difference!
posted by
yellowrose55
on May 4, 2008 at 7:31 PM
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Yes, it is a wonderful dream, especially when in this country they are
trying to make it a two language country, english and spanish. And your dream of being with the woman you love is a wonderful dream. Maybe you can do both.
posted by
callista22001
on May 4, 2008 at 6:33 PM
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Everyone should fulfill their dreams.
posted by
Kolekshuns
on May 4, 2008 at 6:30 PM
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I hope you get the school opened. It is a dream and it would benefit so many people. I truly hope you are successful. sam
posted by
sam444
on May 4, 2008 at 2:08 PM
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Good luck.
posted by
jmh256
on May 4, 2008 at 10:21 AM
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Good post, Afzal
posted by
Kayzzaman
on May 4, 2008 at 10:15 AM
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Oh yes, it would be wonderful if you could combine love and vocation. The best of luck for you to accomplish this difficult task.
posted by
vogue
on May 4, 2008 at 10:05 AM
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