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Quirky, I answered via email a few minutes ago.

posted by SpitFire70 on December 26, 2004 at 8:32 PM | link to this | reply

Fire child,
Okay I will check it out. I sent you  a little while ago, did you get it?

posted by Julia. on December 26, 2004 at 6:15 PM | link to this | reply

Quirky, if you go to my website
www.othersideguide.com (please excuse the text overlaps...I am having technical difficulties fixing them right now) but scroll down and you'll see a banner link to a Past Life Regression program. I have used it and it is great. It's guided meditation!

posted by SpitFire70 on December 26, 2004 at 6:07 PM | link to this | reply

That's very interesting. I would like to do a past-life regression to see what happened to me.

posted by Julia. on December 26, 2004 at 4:47 PM | link to this | reply

Quirky, I'm pretty sure I did, too.

Since I was an infant, my parents told me when they would try to put me in the sink to bathe me I'd scream bloody murder. I would have panic attacks even as a toddler when around any body of water. I did guided meditations on this a few times and I have only gathered that I went over the side of a tall bridge with my two young children and we drowned. Somehow it was connected with foul play.

posted by SpitFire70 on December 26, 2004 at 4:42 PM | link to this | reply

Spitfire,
Wow...I have that exact same phobia. There was a small bridge that we would cross when I was a child, and it gave me the most unsettling feeling, as though I had drowned in a former life.

posted by Julia. on December 26, 2004 at 4:31 PM | link to this | reply

Whammie, yes, I suppose it did a little, but
I've had to go over bridges before but THIS bridge is the mother of all bridges! It's collapsed before and it's soooo high up! I did survive, but I just can't seem to shake this phobia. It's not the height or the bridge itself perse, it's the falling into the ocean part. I've thought about getting hypnotized or even maybe a past life regression to relive it and overcome it once and for all.

posted by SpitFire70 on December 26, 2004 at 4:31 PM | link to this | reply

Thanks Symph!

posted by SpitFire70 on December 26, 2004 at 4:28 PM | link to this | reply

SpitFire....I hae to admit that I do not understand your phobia.....
I am a bit afraid of the water, so I force myself to go into it.  I jumped out of an airplane as a recreational endeavor.  I probably would have done the same thing as your husband did....not tell you....in order to get to our destination.  But at least your survived!  That should have made you a little stronger?

posted by WHAMENATOR on December 26, 2004 at 4:09 PM | link to this | reply

take care

posted by _Symphony_ on December 26, 2004 at 5:17 AM | link to this | reply

I understand that, Jems, but it's too scary cause
I've already died that way and something in my subconcious doesn't/won't allow me to MOVE ON. I know that and I'm too chicken shit to re-live it (in a reagression) or face the fear during this life. It's too traumatic. Face it, I'm too chicken shit to do it again and move on...even in THIS life!!

posted by SpitFire70 on December 26, 2004 at 2:15 AM | link to this | reply

Destiny
Well, if you look at dying on a bridge as destiny, it may be easier.  Is the Goddess wants you to die on a bridge, it'll just mean you get to go be with loved ones who have passed away even quicker.  And you'll be going into light and eternal love and happiness.

posted by Jemmie211 on December 26, 2004 at 12:25 AM | link to this | reply

Rach, I suppose the better side of me could look at it that way
but the spitfire, skeptic, pessemistic side says NEVER AGAIN!!

posted by SpitFire70 on December 25, 2004 at 9:05 PM | link to this | reply

You survived!
Maybe next time you can be aware of it and not freak out quite as badly as normal.  Baby steps, ya know?!?

posted by RachelAnna on December 25, 2004 at 8:40 PM | link to this | reply