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posted by
marzieh
on October 24, 2004 at 5:35 PM
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growing up
I never really knew my father. I always felt a little uncomfortable around him, like he was a stranger. My parents divorced and we lived with my mom. My dad would pick us up every second weekend, he was present but absent at these times. I lived in his own world, wasn't really able to engage mostly due to depression. I have a hole in my bucket. I cycle through two different relationship prototypes. Both types (well atleast the last 4 boyfriends) profess they love me deeply. The first type is a coddler and a rock, he does everything for me, and fills me up when my emotions are low, he makes very few independent decisions, he loses himself, the relationship deteriorates, I feel like more of an image in his mind than reality, the second is more detached though not less loving, he just knows where to draw the lines but I can't deal with it, I get mean, I hurt him though of course I never realize that I hurt him because I don't really believe he loves me anyway, no matter how much he may. Whoah, a little drawn out...this comment:) ps-the first prototype is sexually impotent and the second has a lot of ....stamina. I of course, like millions of women who will not actually admit it...have never had a...you know.
posted by
marzieh
on October 24, 2004 at 5:35 PM
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The Chicken Story......
You gave me a good laugh this morning
. Yes, the story is so twisted, and yet so bizarre, that you're not sure what to do.
From a man's point of view, he obviously wasn't getting enough at home. So is this really a homocide?
posted by
Subpenny1
on June 21, 2004 at 3:06 AM
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How about no feelings towards one's father? My father died when I was an infant. I never knew him. But I've always gotten along better with men, ironically, than women. Go figure.
posted by
lonebutte
on June 20, 2004 at 7:07 AM
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I really want to answer this one in depth, but as I am sick right now, it's not such a good time. Please email this post to me at WriteEdit808@aol.com (or use the email link in my Blogit profile), and I promise I'll get back to you as soon as I am well enough. In short, my dad and I have a wonderful relationship, but I do not always have good feelings toward men--and those feelings have absolutely nothing to do with my father.
But please do email me.
Aloha!
posted by
Jemmie211
on June 19, 2004 at 11:43 AM
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