Saturday, November 3, 2007
I'm in a real predicament right now... after my last entry i had a huge breakdown... it's not good and I just can't seem to control anything in my life right now, especially my emotions. Thats where my life is right now... OUT OF CONTROL... now I'm sure some think I'm being dramatic (which would... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
needed to vent
Thank you all for your encouragement and support. I'm going through a tough time right now where i seem to be back and forth on this roller coaster of emotions. There's so much to deal with right now in my life and it's all really overwhelming, I'm just thankful that I found this website where I can... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
How to say goodbye
How do we say goodbye, When you're all we've ever known. What happens when you fly, Where will we go? From Heaven you'll look down As our days continue on. Where are you to be found In our lives now? As holidays go by We'll continue traditions With you watching up high We're here as one. Knowing... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Breakthrough!!!
To all those who have been leaving me encouraging words over the past few days... thank you. I really needed them and really, truly appreciate them. The last entry was the beginning of a rough past week, with things just kind of spiralling downward from there. Sometimes life doesn't happen the way... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, October 8, 2007
Not everyday can be GREAT... right???
Today was not an awful day... in fact it was quite pleasant, I ran into a friend from school and my best friend's sister from home... but still something's missing. You ever have one of those days, where for some reason unknown to you, you just don't feel right? It kind of feels like you're... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Caught
Here I am Still, Unmoved, Unwavering. I stand at a crossroad Caught within a dream. The wind blows, It swirls angrily around. Pushing, Pulling, Taring at my skin. It beats across my body And slaps my face. Cold air seeps to my bones. Yet I am here Still, Unmoved, Unwavering. Try as it might To throw... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Wintry Night
Wintry Night It is a pitch-black night as the stars twinkle and shimmer from a far. From the heavens above it forms a soft, cushioned, white blanket on the ground. Miniature clouds of little, white specks fill the air. They stumble, tumble and topple over each other on their way down. They are cool... Sign in to see full entry.
2AM
Couldn't sleep last night... so here we are... Can't sleep with you on my mind. Close my eyes but it's you I find. Wonder what has brought us here. Away from you for another year. It is that feeling I remember best, That pounding heartbeat inside my chest. I think of all that could have been. And... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, October 1, 2007
Shelter
Dark, outstretched, veiny arms of a tree, Provide an airy shelter for me. When the wintry night comes closing in, It is my shelter, my friend, my kin. Far across the city glows, As the wind blows and blows. When my world is crashing down, It doesn't even make a sound. Because my tree it there for... Sign in to see full entry.