I managed to reach a state of bliss meditating this week. It was as if I connected to Richard and since I felt a strong connection of Love and have a very peaceful feeling descending over me and the house. I have been sorting Richards clothes and I'm finding it to be very exhausting. I guess it is the emotional drain more then physical. I was wanting somewhere to put my "stuff". I'm racking my brain about where to put some shelves in the bedroom to put my "stuff" on. It suddenly dawned on me... Sign in to see full entry.