Fibromyalgia by skye08

Captured Reluctance From first breath until last, we chase it every day. We beg, we cry, and even try and buy. We chase it with all of our being, this secret; the essence of life. Like a butterfly in a field of flowers, we watch it float by. Craving in the depth of our soul. Then one day the veil is raised and the secret comes to rest in our hands. But can we pay the price of giving up control? To follow the intangible And let it rule our life. Does our reluctance show? Sign in to see full entry.

Asleep we lie in dreams of the life we live each day. Complex relationships and frustrations rule our lives. Are we awake and on this earthly plane or are we asleep and dreaming cradled in the arms of angels. Living and working out lessons to learn that we create each day in a dreamland of illusion. Ascending ever higher when we connect the dots. Awaking from years of dreaming, asleep on the astral plane. No atonement to be meet, no sins to be forgiven. Joy, relief, happiness, peace, harmony,... Sign in to see full entry.

We shout to God to free these chains, but is it he who holds the key? He gives only Love and unlimited freedom in this life we live. To the center of our self we must look and see, why we locked ourselves into this cell and in these chains hanging from the walls. It is our "I" that imprisons us as "I" take control. "I" can handle anything and need no help within or without. It is "I" who will show you how to live and led you through this life. "I" can handle anything this life throws at me and... Sign in to see full entry.

Her beauty we gaze upon in wonder and amazement. But does this outer cover survive as time goes marching on? Does her beauty radiate from the inside out or does her beauty of the present fade from day to day? Do we even try to look past the cover of the book to the timeless beauty within? For looking only at the surface, time will pass us by; But if it is the soul we seek, such beauty will stop all clocks. Faded beauty and precious memories chain us to the past. It is the beauty of the moment... Sign in to see full entry.

Thoughts, Thoughts, Thoughts, Thoughts Flying through our minds like fast moving clouds. But are never to pass our lips. Or to be used to build a nest for birds to rest. Then one day a flip is switched; they say low estrogen is the problem. And every thought you think comes out the hole in your face. Good thoughts, bad thoughts, sad thoughts, hurtful thought, embarassing thoughts; it matters not, you do not judge; you just let fly. Oh what a catharsis, it feels to good to let others know their... Sign in to see full entry.

Each morning I awake to feel that you are there. For years I've come to know that you will always be with me. I try to stay out of my body for as long as I can before I'm aware of you. I've cried, I've moaned, I've cursed your very existance. But once I came to know the path of love you led me to, I count you as a blessing as my spirit connects to a higher plane. The pain that has been a constant in my life led me to find appeasement. On my journey, though it was long, I found the true meaning... Sign in to see full entry.

As you take the time to find images in your mind that are pleasing, you will more often achieve ibrational alignment ith all things that you desire. From that alignment, you wil experience more inspired ideas and assistance from others. Inspired action is very satisfying and extremely productive. Sign in to see full entry.

Babies are Beings from the Nonphysical, eternally coming forth for the creation of that which they decide. The babies are wanting so much, for you know that all is well. Sign in to see full entry.

The "Universal Manager" has the ability to bring everyone a vibrational match to what they are giving their attention to--without depriving anyone else of what they are wanting. Sign in to see full entry.

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