Surviving Pedophilia and Other Sexual Abuse

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Saturday, March 12, 2011

Do I Fit in Here?

The Uncle I was sent to live with had a wife and four children of his own. Two girls two boys. One of the girls was a year younger than me and for some reason took such a liking to me she wanted to dress like me and go everywhere I went with me. My Uncle was the manager of a grocery store and my... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, March 11, 2011

Are Things Better Here?

Our preacher was a very popular man and very busy. He soon became the Father figure to me that I never had. His wife loved to entertain on Sunday afternoons and fix big messy meals like spaghetti and meatballs. I was turned into the lucky little lady that got to clean that horrible mess up every... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, March 10, 2011

OMG! Can I PLEASE CATCH A BREAK?????????????

I'm sure you know that I did NOT have a good relationship with my stepfather. I steered CLEAR of him and slept with one eye open. (NO, my mom didn't leave him) he wasn't around long. He smoked and drank himself to death........... I'm 14 now and my mom has been diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic!... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Growing Up and Dealing...

I'm 13 now and my mother has married a man 25 years her Sr. ARGH I was so upset over this but looking back on it I suppose she HAD to do something to help support us. He was an alcoholic who had to have oxygen with him wherever he was. He obviously didn't have much time to live. I woke up in the... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, March 7, 2011

DADDY LEFT TOWN????????????????

I don't think so!! I was taken back to school after the LIE DETECTOR TEST. My Mother told me that's what ws going to happen that Daddy would have to leave town and never have anything to do with me again. Walking home from school that day DADDY drove up beside me and pulled up to the curb and told... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, March 6, 2011

THE LIE DETECTOR TEST

I'm sure looking back at things from an adult's perspective my mother "thought" she had really GOOD grounds for divorce and I'm "assuming" it was her lawyer that sent us (my mom and me) to the next biggest city where they actually had a court house (we came from a tiny town) for me to take a LIE... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, March 5, 2011

WHERE HAS HE GONE AND WHO CARES??????????????

Dad was soon absent from the scene (for awhile) and I began to breathe a little easier and got less SCARED of what was going to happen now. I thought Mom was my HERO at this point and wouldn't let anything else bad happen to me. Times were different back then in the 50's and women couldn't have... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, March 4, 2011

MY SAVIOUR or WAS SHE?

OMG!! FINALLY!! My mother came right out and asked me IF my Dad was doing bad things to me and I CRIED and CRIED and CRIED and shook my head YES. In a 10 yr old's mind I "think" this wasn't "telling" as I'd been told NOT to tell ANYONE..................but NOW I'm SCARED TO DEATH!!! What will happen... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, March 2, 2011

BAD NEIGHBOR

We had a family that lived behind us across the alley where I grew up that was ALSO a PERVERT! They would take us to the lake with them sometimes where we ALL loved swinging out on a rope and jumping. He was ALWAYS wherever the little girls were going to land and would stick his hands down the... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, March 1, 2011

PUNISHMENT

My punishment for "running away" all the time was BEING TIED TO THE CLOTHES LINE out in our back yard. Now wasn't that HANDY for "him"..............................ARGH!!! Sign in to see full entry.

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