lie to me

&for a minute you forget a jerk is a jerk &for a minute my heart wouldn't hurt I like to call your bluff, if only to prove my point; you'll trip up. They always do. A man, is a man, is a man. There is no shading here, there are no colours. Just black and white, like yesterdays newspaper - and that's... Sign in to see full entry.

You are memorable, because you were different. Past tense. I am forgettable because I am the same. Present, hardly a gift but current nonetheless. You were one I wanted to believe. She was one I wanted to forget. Old habits die hard, bad habits never die. She is the poster child for reinvention and... Sign in to see full entry.

You get what you expect, why does this disappoint you? You convinced yourself it was a band-aid situation and it will only hurt for a little while. You are still waiting for the sting to subside; just a little while longer; a little longer still. You were not ready for this and you are only just... Sign in to see full entry.

“there is no shame in crying in an empty room, the walls will keep in what you cannot” I am empty as this room now I am hollow as your eyes; empty as your words and solace finds me no where I would wish for you to look. I lay on my back (as I always have) my stomach sinks to my spine and I am as... Sign in to see full entry.

When I grow up, I will be pretty. I will be tall. I will be thin. I will be loved for all these things... when I grow up. I will be an actress, a model, a dancer. When I shed this ugly skin, you will see, they tell me that's where all the real beauties hide... on the inside. It will be worth the... Sign in to see full entry.