The Real Osiris

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

A while ago I worked at a gentlemens club, it was interesting!!!

the club physical appearance at it's best, mental health approaching distress, a snakes paradise, as the weak leave broken hearted and empty handed. Line after line to build self-esteem, for the moment. Dark corners to hide the scars of the vain. Addictions that out last appearance. A moment in time... Sign in to see full entry.

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the way I often felt as a child !

Taboo thoughts screams for help with no answer. A child's solution to unbearable pain, as society turns a blind eye. Untreated depression camouflaged by shame. Parents unwilling to say there's a problem. A good image stronger than love. Only to find that grief lasts longer than the rent, and... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, January 18, 2008

Try to make up before the end!!!

Damn DaD! damn dad we still at the same place, thirty years passed a mother who passed, and our last hug in the past.!Am struggle to swallow my pride, I cant believe during your journey U haven't found a cure to mend are hearts. Who's going to show me how to be a man if your pride is as strong as... Sign in to see full entry.

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My mothers funeral was a eye opener!

packed Funeral???? How could a homeless woman have a packed funeral??? It puzzled my soul. So much concern for death, but none when your hunger and cold. The same people that whisper, I told you so beneath thier teeth. All dressed up, to say thier final peace. The same people that passed you in the... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

insipired after my beautiful daughter.

Thank God 4 little girls part2, She's just tall enough to hold my hand, curls passed through generations, eye's that my mother only could give. The voice of angels calling me daddy, putting pieces of my heart together with her smile.(thank god 4 little girls) The name of the girl that called my name... Sign in to see full entry.

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The search home

The search from home? So many changes from day one, uncomfortable with anything that stands still. So many dead end roads in the search for home. Too many friends turned to enemies in the quest to be man. Trapped in believing life is day to day, no time to prepare for success. So much time waiting... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

It's gray and raining today so I thought I would go inside my mind (beach)

Sitting on the beach The wind, the sand, the sea all I need to complete me. A pole, a line, a hook thats all it took. The waves felled with wishes that might come true. The smell of peace, through and through. So I lean back and close my eye's and wish I could sit here until I die(the beach) Sign in to see full entry.

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My mother alway's smiled even at her lowest points in life, she knew God?

I wondered Why she smiled? As I watched my mother beg for food, I wondered Why she smiled? From a high school queen,to college graduate, to all life's disappointments back to back, I wondered why she smiled.? From dashikis, to learning that most activist just act. I wondered why she smiled?, when... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

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