Drops in the ocean

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Sunday, December 14, 2008

Agonies of dependancy

SK is staring at an agonizing path ahead in life. A life where he has to depend on both his parents and your parents to help him get through each day in his life. This is so cruel. Sometimes I wonder...those things about your past karma getting you......maybe it is all true. There can be no other... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, December 5, 2008

Hearing your lullabies

Savita is a darling. You would have cherished her so much. Every time I held her close I willed you to feel your tender little daughter through me.I wanted to bring her here back with me. I want to protect her so much. I remember once when we talked about travelling with kids and I said how I would... Sign in to see full entry.

Your precious gift

Sk described baby Savita to Akshay as "Mama's gift to us". A lump rose in my throat then and rises again and again when I run those words through my mind. Your precious gift that you didn't even get to see. Not completely true....Sk told me you saw her during the ultrasounds....always with a fist... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Missing Mama's cuddles

Do you know how much your boy misses your cuddles? I know. During these two months that I was with them every time Akshay would hug me he would whisper in my ears " I love you aunty". I knew then how much he missed his mama's cuddles. He doesn't say anything..he is too young to comprehend and ask... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Struggling to live without you

It has been two months and yet we are still struggling, bewildered and frightened at the lightening speed with which you left us....You didn't even get to see your little baby. The baby you wanted so much.. that you were so looking forward to... and what about your toddler son? SK's life has... Sign in to see full entry.

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