Thursday, October 25, 2007
Suicide whispers in my mind. My hand sets forward and makes cuts Divine. I scream "no stop it" but death doesn't care. Then sudden it’s quiet with a breeze in the air. There it goes again a bit deeper this time. I start to cry softly while the one is in my mind. Words appear before, do not be... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Tick Tock Tick Tock
tick tock tick tock tick tock... that's all she hears... people are near... people are loud... she see's that people are laughing and talking and enjoying themselves... but she cant seem to hear what the are saying... hear why they are laughing... all she hears is... tick tock tick tock... she goes... Sign in to see full entry.
No One Understands
as i sit here alone... thinkin of all da bullshit i had or have goin on in my life... it makes me realize dat no one doesnt give a fuck... i think i have all dez great friends... but really der jus thoughts of my imagination... der jus der for a lil... jus so i can get out of da house... all my real... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
A Little Bit About Me... ok Give or Take
-da name is chanelle... -ppl call me shorty, nelle, chanizzle, chanellie bellie, teddy bear(only by my ex-gf), high bear(only by tariqka)... -i live on okinawa, japan... lived here my whole life... almost 17 yrs... and im not ready to leave dis island... jus ready to leave my rents... haha... -im a... Sign in to see full entry.
<ANG> <<POEM>> Trapped With You Near, Who I Can't Seem To Touch
I'm feeling so lost, so confused I feel trapped in a padded room I'm trying to get out I'm bouncing off the walls......lights out...... I see a light coming from the floor It's a hidden door I open it up And I fall Fall into more darkness I'm running I hear something I hear the ocean waves crashing... Sign in to see full entry.
<<POEM/THOUGHT>> I Cried Today
I cried today for the children in pain, who live in fear of abuse every day. I cried today for the abusive parents who don't understand, who'd rather break a child, then give them their hand. I cried today for every broken dream, for every family in poverty who woke up in a scream. I cried today for... Sign in to see full entry.
<JCM> <<POEM>> Not Once...
seeing you walking down the halls all i can do is look down and away not once... i could look at you and say hi not once... i could lift my hand up and wave good-bye not once... i could not smile and with tears feeling my eyes not once... i could not stop telling people the same damn lie. its not... Sign in to see full entry.
<RCA> <<THOUGHT>> The War Zone
i feel for almost a year i have been wastin my time... thinkin i can get dis girl... thinkin she'll one day be mine... not for da future... but jus for da lil moment... even for a lil sec. i knew i would be happy... but our friendship grows... my love for her starts to show... den... BOOM...... Sign in to see full entry.
<ANG> <<POEM>> Hidden Message
I love everything about you Looking back when we broke up Over and over I ask why? But really, who cares Very little I ask from you Except for this one thing, be mine You mean the world to me Out of all the people, including that one girl I consider you the one I want Under all the bullshit and... Sign in to see full entry.
Fags Vs. Gays
Gays Vs. Fags Fags: 1. Fags lie and deceive people. 2. Fags use people for their own benefit 3. Fags back stab you and spread rumors about you 4. Fags sleep around and have no or low morals 5. Fags are selfish 6. Fags think they are better then other people. 7. Fags sometimes have drug or alcohol... Sign in to see full entry.