Life is an Extreme Sport and I'm Not Athletic!!

I never said I was going to have an affair or am tempted into one right now. I said I have a dear friend of mine who's having one into her 6th marriage. Now I know the rules of friends etc, but seriously, it wasn't me lol. I admitted that in the past, back when I was first married that I had guy... Sign in to see full entry.

I've had this question asked of me more than one time over the last few years. I have quite a few friends that confide their acts of infidelity to me mainly because as a friend I'm never judgemental. I'm also rarely surprised or offended. I probably should have been a therapist! Anyways, my answer... Sign in to see full entry.

I've been looking for a part-time job for a while now. I cruise Craigslist and a few other areas and have had a few nibbles, but no real bites. It's strange the jobs you'll consider when you're really bored and at home all day. Not to mention on pain meds at the same time! I see myself as a customer... Sign in to see full entry.

I actually decided to post a song I wrote in here. Not one of the songs I re-wrote for mine and your amusement for a change. I started off on this one as a poem but it always seemed to be begging to be a song. Hope you guys enjoy it! Song Version of “This Heart To Break" You can have the sky's... Sign in to see full entry.

I met an older gentleman at karaoke this last thursday. I've been wallowing in my issues, but still manage to make it there to sing my problems away. I usually go alone and this was no exception. He sang first and has a beautiful tenor voice. I told him as he walked by that he did wonderfully. He... Sign in to see full entry.

I once asked my ex-husband what it was like to have parents that love him. He thought about it and said, "What is it like to have parents who don't?" My simple answer to that was, "Hell". It always surprises me the things people take for granted. I know I take some things for granted but there are... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday morning around 3:15 a.m. I gave in and went to the emergency room. I used my vanity meter that I told you guys before. The fact that I went in with no makeup on, hair not even remotely presentable, wearing pj's and didn't even care who saw me showed that I was beyond my vanity meter. In... Sign in to see full entry.

But apparently it isn't quite impossible. My head is killing me. I've tried everything the neurologist suggests even taking anti-depressants because they're supposedly good for "chronic pain". They keep upping the dosages and telling me eventually it's bound to help. Eventually? I want to give them... Sign in to see full entry.

I faded away for a while. It seemed that it was a good idea. I floated around in the outside world, living my life, only to rejoin once again. What is the gravitational pull that seems to exist here? I know of only a few people I really relish seeing on a daily basis. But is that enough to really... Sign in to see full entry.

As you all know my health is not getting any better. In fact it is declining despite the pills, injections and seemingly multitude of doctors. My temperament fairs little better. I had to hear at least 50 times this last weekend about how great I look. Yeah, I know, I'm a beauty. However, my MRI's... Sign in to see full entry.