Thursday, January 8, 2009
endless roads desperate souls shortened lives and hopeless goals impossible dreams thats what it seems nevertheless endless stress tricky decievers stupid believers drifting friends that never ends desperate for something but there's nothing without hope turn to dope losers win and winners lose... Sign in to see full entry.
cherished friends like you
I've had many friends i've cared for and many of them are gone none of them cared enough to ask me what is wrong none of them i could confide in none of them were true none of them could make me feel the way you always do you're always there to talk to when i'm feeling at my worst i admire the way... Sign in to see full entry.
Untitled
you thought no one noticed you thought no one cared calling out for help but no one dared you thought you were alone you wanted to die you thought no one heard your lonely cry you thought there was no hope you thought it was the end thought it was all over thought you were your only friend searching... Sign in to see full entry.
Forgetting
im running out of things to do im running out of things to say i cant keep struggeling to keep this person everyday i dont know how to keep it up i dont know how to be i dont know how to act and see the things that you can see i cant take it anymore i miss the way i was before when i had no worries... Sign in to see full entry.
regret
i regret not paying attention where things were going but they happened so fast without me knowing i was caught off guard i couldn't see things starting to happen right in front of me how could i be so stubborn? how could i be so blind? if i looked hard enough i still couldn't find why you are gone... Sign in to see full entry.
Ready to go
I wonder if I'll ever find comfort Deep inside my heart If I'll ever find forgiveness From being torn apart Through these child eyes of mine I see I'm getting thinner everyday I'm weak and I'm dizzy I'm trying so hard to stay My sister is crying And shivvering in pain My mother's begging Is driving... Sign in to see full entry.
over dose
I have this teddy bear whom i hug everynight our love is greater than friendship we never fight my teddy doesnt tell me but i know that he cares hes with me all the time he protects me from nightmares although teddy doesnt talk and all he does is stare deep down i know he listens cause hes my teddy... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
A Dream
Lord, I wish you'd give me a dream To help me out of here The only way to ease my pain Is to shed a lonely tear Lord, please give me hope My heart is split in two My spirit is crushing everyday And theres nothing I can do Lord, please send me help I think I'm giving in Please send me a savior Before... Sign in to see full entry.
A Prisoner Of Life
From the depths of my soul In the back of my mind Escaping reality I leave the world behind I think about humanity The people I know I want to run away But no place to go This world is a prison My home is my cell So hopeless and dreadful It feels like hell Limited to space Nothing to do No window to... Sign in to see full entry.