Holly aka Wildfire

MERRY CHRISTMAS Stands for CHRIST which we Celebrate his birth Is for the HEAVENS which sent Him down to earth Stands for the REASONS for Which we celebrate this day Is our IMPURITIES his Blood has washed away Is for the STABLE in which Mary gave birth that night Stands for the TEACHINGS that Show... Sign in to see full entry.

Memories of my past are flooding through my head Times so chaotic I had wished that I were dead Drinking and Drugging I lost history and time Wasting alot of years with drugs and with crime Forgetting people and places and things that I had done Yet while I was doing it I thought that it was fun Now... Sign in to see full entry.

So many emotions, It's out of control What have I done? Have I sold my soul? The price is steep and there's nothing to gain But still I continue and expect to stay sane! It gets you nowhere.. leaves you nothing but shame What's it goina' take to give up this game? I'm going through life at a very... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm sitting here just staring out the window of my motel I feel trapped inside these walls I'm in As if captured in this self made Hell I feel as if I'm in a deep dark hole A place so cold with walls of stone There is no light or fresh air to breathe Just silence to remind me I'm alone I scream for... Sign in to see full entry.

I Hate where I'm at I hate where I'm from I hate the person I am I hate what I've become I hate to wake up I hate the thoughts in my head I hate my life now I hate wishing I were dead I hate myself as a mom I hate to hear my son cry I hate not having control I hate wanting to die I hate my life as... Sign in to see full entry.

My writings are just words I use to express the way I feel Though some won't understand them, the emotions are very real Sometimes when I write I am feeling hurt or maybe sad And other times you can tell that obviously I was mad I use words to express some things that I could never say It all... Sign in to see full entry.