Lonely
Deep inside me I am lonely— Why do I resist being filled with you? I confess, I lack loyalty; too selfish For a constancy toward others without Your help; too weak to seek your help Alone—but searching for companionship In the eyes, words, and deeds of Whoever is closest; whoever is near and Expresses love or need for me. Save me from myself—I am no good to Anyone as I am, and yet you love Me as I am; a wretch, a selfish Carnal, Weak, and Stupid girl. This is the source of my loneliness—me.... Sign in to see full entry.