Sleepless Writings

Will you come back if I'm with another? Will you hate me if I stop missing you? Will I leave them if you wish me to? Can I make you jealous enough to return? Or would that just be puttig salt on the burn Would you forget me and move on to another? Then tell me how could you love eachother? Because I... Sign in to see full entry.

CUTTER Once again I’ve thoughts of cutting To take away from my inner pain There’s no way of explaining Why I feel this way Unless you are a cutter You can’t even imagine The reasons we shudder When we find ourselves thinking Thinking of what it doesn’t really matter Because your brain repeats all... Sign in to see full entry.

THIRD I spent all day thinking of how much I love you And reassuring myself things will be fine But now I’m without you And I can’t stop crying The song I fell in love with you to Just came on the speakers I remember how strongly I felt for you Now this song just makes me feel weaker We were perfect... Sign in to see full entry.

SOMEDAY It took me so long to see what was needed And it wasn’t the need to make them feel better If he wanted to hurt me, he succeeded Strutting around so happy with her Still hurts to see him with another But I still move on to work on myself Maybe one day we’ll have each other But I don’t want to... Sign in to see full entry.

You could have said it long ago You could have told me the feeling is gone Did you really think I wouldn’t know? Well f*ck you damnit I knew it all along I promised as long as I still loved you I would stay by your side But you promised you’d tell me its over When “its over” came to time F*ck you... Sign in to see full entry.

Why can’t I just let myself sleep? Dream carefree and deep Relax my poor mind Give the healing some time Why won’t I smile? Why is my laughter so fake? I’m on my paxil This must be a mistake I’m too wound up to relax I hate myself for knowing That my happiness is just an act I’m not sure just what... Sign in to see full entry.

MEMORIES NEVER DIE I’m pissed off There’s no other way to put it Things got rough And we both kind of blew it It hurt when I realized the love wasn’t real And knew you had given up on me You couldn’t imagine the pain I feel Just looking upon the memory I shouldn’t have been so stupid And you... Sign in to see full entry.

DONE WITH ADVICE I’m done with listening to those that seek control Their bad advice has taken its toll I will live they way that I see fit If I want to make mistakes then I’ll have to live with it Be there to listen and I’ll be there for you But there is really nothing you can do If I want to have... Sign in to see full entry.

So many different things pull at me So many choices, such significant outcomes Hard to choose what is best for me When temptation is so pulling for the immediate future I love Joey and fear that will be true forever I cherished every moment we spent together But it is over and done with And now... Sign in to see full entry.

THE PERFECT IMAGE What is your idea of the perfect girl? Because I know what I want in a guy Someone you could love more than the world Someone who loves to see you smile and is still there when you cry I want someone to love who I am And shows it just by being themselvef Can help me out when I’m in... Sign in to see full entry.