Sleepless Writings

Take it all back Say that you want me I find that I lack A feeling of security Everything changed all so quickly Can’t believe that you’re not with me I don’t feel single; I don’t feel mad But the breaking up thing isn’t making me glad It was just so wonderful I thought things were fine I guess I... Sign in to see full entry.

Loser girl in loser land Won’t you join me? Take my hand I’ll accept your faults if you accept mine We can dress like geeks and hang out all the time Make people wonder if we are sane Join me in this wonderful game Where all you need is a sense of humor and of course, a fashion sense Equal to that... Sign in to see full entry.

Why can’t we just talk? Why can’t we at least do that? Why won't I just shut up? Why won’t my mind stop going crazy? I don’t need you But I want you so badly I don’t hate you For breaking up with me I love you more now as odd as it sounds All I want is for you to find joy I wish that I could talk to... Sign in to see full entry.

Are you secure? Do you know what you want? Are you trying to get it? Are you happy or not? Is life going your way? Do you help yourself? Are you outgoing and friendly- Rain, shine or snow? If you are then you must be god No one is happy all of the time If you think that answering yes describes you... Sign in to see full entry.

You take the one thing that I am sure of And twist it around to look like I’m being a fool I’ve been through pain so strong and stronger love And for once I’ve found a balance between the two I can’t say for sure that this will work out in the end Nor can I tell you what I really want from this You... Sign in to see full entry.

Take from me that which I fear most Do not suffer me the pains from my darkened past Let my troubles, worries, and doubts be locked away Bar it. Lock it. Throw away the key I need not the memories of the dead I need not the memories of brain cells murdered Rip the ache from my heart that lies in... Sign in to see full entry.

No wonder as to my failings For I seek only to have fun No wonder for my crying For I’ve laughed all too much No wonder for my contentment At realization of truth I no longer hold resentment To the words I know are true I owe more than apologies to those I have wronged I must work harder than ever I... Sign in to see full entry.

REGRETS How do you do it? Make me feel like I do The only person I’ve ever loved And I don’t think you could make me feel worse How can I go through this life? Only being your friend How can we pretend it’s not what it is? How can this work out in the end? You have the ability to make me feel Like... Sign in to see full entry.

Letting loose, letting the words flow from my finger tips directly to the screen Letting my mind filter out every odd thought in my brain Posting one after another after another of poems Putting them up the second I write them And moving on to write even more Writing like I used to years before When... Sign in to see full entry.

I’ve just been so immersed in all that I’m doing I have just now noticed my foot is tingling As dead as the leaves buried under the snow Refusing to move when I tell it to go The blood slowly starts flowing It is no longer tingling But rather than leaving it where the blood might flow, Back under my... Sign in to see full entry.