Sincerity's AA Blog

....I like to drink. I like to drink a lot actually. On days like today I would absolutely love to have a nice cold beer in my hand. I'd like to have one or two and call it good. Just enough to relax a bit and enjoy an afternoon. To be completely honest I can't do that. I am an alcoholic. A normal... Sign in to see full entry.

If you know you know. If you are you are. Maybe you yourself do not have the experience of being an alcoholic but we all know someone who is... I can definitely say I'm on the upside of down. The desire to drink is always there somewhere teasing my mind. However, staying sober is a beautiful thing.... Sign in to see full entry.

Another sign that you may be an alcoholic has to do with how you drink. If you can take a few shots and put the bottle down you are most likely just a person who drinks. An alcoholic would take a few shots and empty the bottle. He would then proceed to find a new bottle because the first one was... Sign in to see full entry.

When you drink too much you tend to break out in spots? Spots like the hospital. What happened? "How'd I get here?" A car accident? I was drinking and driving? What? Sometimes alcoholics end up in the back of a cop car because they hit their wife again. Or in jail. Spots like at your ex's house. Or... Sign in to see full entry.

I was thinking about it and it's true. I'm living on my own again. Trying to survive. Writing for money. I couldn't afford to drink even if I wanted to. Not the way I drank. LOL! Good thing I quit. I spend most of my time working, writing, trying to make some money to support this monster of a house... Sign in to see full entry.

that somebody is holding right now. I'm not that someone. I call bullshit on so many levels in my life but I could never get through these challenges if I were drinking. There's just no way. I have to always be so alert and so aware of my surroundings and drinking takes that away. That alertness.... Sign in to see full entry.

When times get rough you have to have strong willpower to not want to drink. You have to be so set in the decision to stay sober that nothing can make you want to even think about drinking because you know it is wrong. Once you gain sobriety cherish it. It's hard to get sober and when you do don't... Sign in to see full entry.

Had I wanted to. Had I chose to. Hell I could have driven the car and went to the liquor store. Screw the beer. Did I? Nah. Why would I do that? I have a beautiful little boy who needs me. Yeah there are some challenges but omg I could never be anything but sober to be able to deal with all these... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm past the alcoholic phase in my life and back to being me, a workaholic. I have done so many articles for clients in the last few days just wow. I just started writing full time again after having stopped five years ago. So, hi, my name is Sincerity Anna and I'm a workaholic.... Sign in to see full entry.

I still don't want to drink. I'm done drowning things. Every alcoholic has to get to that point where they decide that it is better not to drown things, but rather to fix those things instead so there is nothing left to have to drown. Every problem has a solution and that solution will never be... Sign in to see full entry.