Max on life

to be in love feverish dream like full of hope but at the same time scared shivering trapped in emotions a spell like no other adored and despised wanted and feared willingly slave in love love ove ve e... Sign in to see full entry.

what do you do when the world as you know it might be gone by tomorrow? what do you want at the end of the night alone or together? What could we say when there's everything and nothing to say? How do we feel if today is not today? When you wake up cold and shivering remembering something that you... Sign in to see full entry.

He he today I realized that easter is right around the corner and I thought of what fun stuff I could do with my son make eggnog (without the booze ) paint on eggs eggs with candy etc etc is easter nothing but eggs? and then I took a moment of my time to reflect on the true meaning behind easter and... Sign in to see full entry.

Oh, it's that time again shit I stare at the screen unable unwilling to write anything that I should! my head is full of thoughts but my fingers refuse to materialize them I have a deadline this upcoming friday rethorics up to our time no muse at my shoulder to help me cope with this desert of... Sign in to see full entry.

ah I woke up this morning and everything was sunny for the first time since september I could actually walk outside without wool stalkings underneath fantastic! I see a little yellow flower struggling to make it's stand in a cold winterstruck land it's bathing in sunlight and tiny sunrays might be... Sign in to see full entry.

Why is it that i am drawn to your house? Why is it that I seek you in a crowd? Wy is it my heart starts to pound when I see your light Why do I have to care so much? Why can't I just let it go Why d I still own a fragment of hope in me for you? Why your eyes your smile your voice your music damn why... Sign in to see full entry.

Some nights are so hard annoying even everything wrong everrything well-meant like you need to sleep your mind is not with you you're intolerant and not pleasent to be around and you are aware of it nothing you can do to ease your thoughts overwhelming thoughts of nothing and everything crap and... Sign in to see full entry.

This piece I wrote when my mother was dying of cancer.. it takes a lot to let it go, to know that you couldn't have made a difference, to surrender and sleep.... Exit The black crow finally appeard It has been following my footsteps A long time Today it stood outside my window Like a mute’s song to... Sign in to see full entry.

Dead end street We call it dead end street This place where we all meet A rendevouz of the past, the present and the future Like a silhouette I enter A steeltrain to nowhere Nothing ever changes The leaf knows my name The sun rises with the opening of the café Look, it’s dawn The bartender pours me... Sign in to see full entry.

This is something I wrote a while ago, but i can still feel the frustration that grows when you're dealing with matters of the heart and that special someone that no reason can defeat.. Grr...:-) Once again Once again we meet Somewhere deep inside Once again Divine Once again I feel Once again I... Sign in to see full entry.