Ants of The Ocean

Demons hide in the wildest places. I have explained that in the past I was involved within a Satanic church. I lived in a two bedroom apartment with my best friend and the church leader along with his wife. The reverrend, as he called himself was deep into the black thoughts of the left hand path. I... Sign in to see full entry.

I have always felt that my dreams are exceptionally spiritual. My dreams are not sleep, they are stories telling different paths in life. I love my night visions. My first real encounter with a special dream was my grandfather. My grandfather died. My grandfather(dad's dad) had Parkinsons Disease. I... Sign in to see full entry.

Yes The Devil You Know I believe in demons and the layers of hell. I am not proud to admit that I used to be involved within the Left Hand Path. Bluntly, Satanic religion. I no longer feel that desire. I was a teenager making mistakes. I was a Minister in a church. Not your normal church. But,... Sign in to see full entry.

I hope to die in my sleep. And I'm sure most of you would agree. I hope to be full of joy. I posted earlier that my soul is ready. Yet I need to think about that ultimate Euphoria of passing. It will be pleasant, not pain. My only regret is the suffering of my loved ones. I will be waiting for them... Sign in to see full entry.

>Now I know that in my last entry I stated that I would keep things off of Religion, Politics, Iraq, etc. Well this is also classified as spirituality writings, so I guess I'm not to far out of bounds with my past entries to this Blog. None the less, I have decided to speak of something religous. I... Sign in to see full entry.

Im back! Not that anyone noticed I was missing. Yes, I left Bloggit for a while. A few months later I signed back into this conundrum and read my own writings and discovered that I need this release again. My typing has become sloppy. What does the community want to talk about? I care not to discuss... Sign in to see full entry.

Maybe some one will feel this warmth. I am probably posting to much. It is cool and this is the ultimate release. Just read some of my other thoughts and feelings. Fall into a mind state that is parallel to mine fall into my mind. Feed Back Loved like hands giving the back a massage. Sign in to see full entry.

Feed Back please from these eyes before the passing Sign in to see full entry.

I love you! This is what I think as I look at my beautiful wife as she sleeps. I should have been in bed hours ago. I wonder what will happen to these hands upon death. One upon my wife and the other my daughter. I will always be here I will always love you. Sign in to see full entry.

Such a Beautiful flower. Oh how I love her with all my heart. After three years of marriage. Her smell drives me insane. I usually stay awake longer than she does. I watch her. I dance in the fields of love with her. She holds my hand and I never let go of her hand. Our love is Infinite and will... Sign in to see full entry.