SOMETIMES I HAVE TO READ MY OWN BLOGS
I THOUGHT OF DRINKING YESTERDAY-IN A SERIOUS WAY. I'M SOBER GOING ON 6 YEARS. I THOUGHT HOW I WOULD JUST LIKE THE RELIEF. WHAT MADE ME TERRIBLY SAD WAS,NOT THE THOUGHT OF DRINKING-BUT THE THOUGHT THAT SOMEHOW I THINK I NEED RELIEF FROM MY LIFE. I FELT SO EMPTY AND FULL OF DESPAIR- I REALIZED I AM IN... Sign in to see full entry.