https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/HEARMENOW4299/ WHERE I'VE BEEN AND DON'T WANT TO GO AGAINhourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/HEARMENOW4299/378093I THOUGHT OF DRINKING YESTERDAY-IN A SERIOUS WAY. I'M SOBER GOING ON 6 YEARS. I THOUGHT HOW I WOULD JUST LIKE THE RELIEF. WHAT MADE ME TERRIBLY SAD WAS,NOT THE THOUGHT OF DRINKING-BUT THE THOUGHT THAT SOMEHOW I THINK I NEED RELIEF FROM MY LIFE. I FELT SO EMPTY AND FULL OF DESPAIR- I REALIZED I AM...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/HEARMENOW4299/148949Once upon a time I was nothing but a drunk The more I drank The lower I sunk I went and had a child But couldn't be a mother Because after a while You can't feel for others Numbness, blackouts, shakes and the sweats; The longer the binge The harder it gets Your constant companions are fear and...