it's 11:59 & I want to stay alive. . . .
I always said if I just kept my Blondie records, I'd be 18 forever. if that were even desirable. 1980 does not inspire me in way to be 18 again. for one thing, my manic depression, of which I did not know I was suffering from, was getting out of control. I ate next to nothing, slept hardly ever, and... Sign in to see full entry.