BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY

PARADISE Looking back on it now My life was uckedfay up at the time Happiness I just couldn’t find I no longer wanted to live I had nothing more to give I had a frown for quite a while My face never had a real smile There was so much heartache and pain So I took pills along with some Jack Knowing... Sign in to see full entry.

SEDATIVE Inhale happiness exhale pain It’s just enough to keep you sane Always causes you to completely refrain If it would only stay that way It gets you through your day Forgetting about all the dismay All the shit just goes away You can take flight But never leave the ground A world of beautiful... Sign in to see full entry.

GOD COMPLEX In all the followers minds I’m an evil non-believer But if you read between the visible lines They’re the true bullshit deceivers They always preach their hypocritical values Same old shit I’ve heard before Since birth I’ve paid my uckingfay dues Maybe they should get right with the Lord... Sign in to see full entry.

PAIN I’ve been hurt so many times I’m numb to the pain I leave myself open Just to be hurt again and again While others block it out I gain strength from mine Over time it becomes a comfort Hurt is a pleasure I always find The pain is a rush I love to feel I get off on being in agony It’s the thing... Sign in to see full entry.

MEMORY ON THE PAGE I miss you so much You don’t even know It was just so hard I can’t seem to let you go I didn’t realize how bad I needed you Until you had gone away With all I’ve been through It’s the same shit different day I don’t know if I’ll see you again I question if this hell will end... Sign in to see full entry.