Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Tomorrow we'll go back to life And she'll be alright New Year's Eve In her sequin skirt and leather jacket Red wine stained gloss and legs forever She just blew in through the side door With noise and cold and a perfumed scarf Sprawled on my couch for the last time How many times do we get to say... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Counting Tiles
Are you still breathing On your side staring up at the ceiling I was just leaving It's not easy on my own But I need to get back home I hope it's alright I was just looking for a soft landing tonight I pass you your glasses The ones I like So you can take a long last view Of the girl you thought you... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
The Lifting
The lifting is beginning From the sinking to surfacing She is emerging In all that you are And all that you will be There is no need to mourn the pieces of what has been When there are butterflies at the burial You find magic in the making Once you decide that life is for the taking No compromise or... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, November 9, 2007
The Long Good-Bye
It seems… She can’t stay away from you or cigarettes Like credit cards in shiny stores And forgettable boys for messy ends Even while she’s in their bed Her breaths still catch on you These days it's too many numbers to dial For a girl who hasn’t changed To reach a boy who will never cave It's... Sign in to see full entry.
Girlfriend in a Coma
Caught him first across a somber room Now the late calls pull in places best buried Beneath the nights we hid underground Slum down bars in nowhere town Wishing he would just say more Never wanted to be the other one's whore but Always leaves Always leaves Strong come on to a sure thing His lemon... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, November 8, 2007
In the After
In the after There were planes and pills Consequences paid in secret suites and lies Always lies Guilty words that hung over rented beds like a haze I'll leave her I'll leave her in time One dirty vodka evening the storm cleared to still silence Alone at 3 am, wearing only his shirt After chasing... Sign in to see full entry.
November...These Days
Met him late on a Friday Never shuts up when he's drunk Between blackberry fixes He said he knows me Likes to praise me But I think he's creepy So I leave my drink half empty And take a drive These days your on my mind All of the time Went by the house yesterday Resurrected from a pottery barn... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, October 8, 2007
Swallow
One day she went plastic Painless beauty pays So hide your dirty face Glitter glaze and starving days Talk in scripts if that makes you easy The money’s all that matters anyway Swallow down those pretty pills Dr says this poison’s safe Purple lifts you off the bed Later white to bury you again The... Sign in to see full entry.
Bleach
Clean place for garbage people Sent to bleach his mind Charcoal veins run dry When it stings you’ll know your alive When it stings you’ll wish you were dead Did he hit you too hard or just too many times You get what you deserve when you aren’t a right solider’s boy Sanitized not stabilized She kept... Sign in to see full entry.
1994 - For Heidi
C an't keep still Made for TV movie Sinking in the gin Tonight she'll stay in Tonight she'll stay in Smoke herself rail thin Head's strung on impulse Heart's tricking on the floor Wash him off the sheet Today she'll eat Today she'll eat Lure in a catch easy to defeat Siamese scraped skinny... Sign in to see full entry.
Girl in a Waiting Room
The unraveling is slowly paced Stitch by stitch the undoing of a girl childlike but not innocent who once believed in George Bailey The moon, men and magic Time crawls to find her in a dingy waiting room With last winter magazines Torn from being handled too much So she sits and waits Waits and sits... Sign in to see full entry.
Darker - Black with You
He makes my black darker Together we're running blind Sharper in the absence of colour Can't see my hands before his eyes Told him I could just go home if I wanted to be buried alive Frantic calls like clockwork Been walking streets all night Pleading apologies, beg for a home Oh give it another try... Sign in to see full entry.
Living in the Blur
It's a primitive climb up the stairs to black light paradise But when you get to the top the tease won't let you in She'll snicker with her suited thugs as they watch you stagger down again Where have you been That your days bleed to night And everyone can see your not alright It's been that kind of... Sign in to see full entry.
Summer Again
The summer sank me painfully last year Like the one before where we stood at her fresh rose lined grave on a fiercely bright afternoon that stung wet eyes and crushed with the bleakness of the sharp loss that bleeds on forever in her absence The silence and sour hope that consumed to waste away... Sign in to see full entry.
Open Call - All the Pretty Vampires
I’m out in the hall With just one click of the lock I know I am lost I catch your eye That monitor burnt stare Blood shot out day light Done up for disappointment I’m not what you ordered Your menu is vast Just send me back If I peeled off convention Black bleach my hair Poison with less privilege... Sign in to see full entry.
Since...
The taste of you has been on my tongue Since The nicotine nights that wasted me Can you feel me here slipping If I had more skin Maybe I’d reach Sign in to see full entry.
Invitation
Vacant light's been on for years Oh Honey, I’m so bored with tears And Bay St boys with greed in their eyes Won’t you just come inside Slip into my motel room Promise, I’ll be off this prescription soon If I’m laced up black Then you’re kicked bruised blue Weren’t you searching for something new... Sign in to see full entry.
The Long Good-Bye
It seems… She can’t stay away from you or cigarettes Like credit cards in shiny stores And forgettable boys for messy ends Even while she’s in their bed Her breaths still catch on you These days it's too many numbers to dial For a girl who hasn’t changed To reach a boy who will never cave It's... Sign in to see full entry.
Pulling Tricks
Dusting off my bag of tricks Smokey eyes Shimmer sticky lips I’m sugary sweet on sweaty sheets Still smell the same In the middle I’ll whisper your name Pulling glossy pouts Dampened lacy little things Long legs leading Anticipated teasing I sigh In my secret spot, your name tattoo Need a trickier,... Sign in to see full entry.