same old shit my extremely dry skin still got me pissed and as usual i tend to reminisce on days that insecurity and paranoia didnt exist man its like im living by the same old script day in and day out begin by lint rolling the bed after i arise then placing them contacts in my eyes then maybe get... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Friday, February 15, 2008
ashley (sister) i apologize for what i said its jus the thoughts that were cycling through my head i never wanna make you guys worry about me and from this day on i will adamantly try to accept the things i go through cuz afterall thats all one can do and i know so many others have it worse yet they... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
dad please dont feel like you let us down and that the only reason we come around is to get a check cuz i believe your records reflect that that simply isnt true we would like to better know you and do more things with you than jus break food Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
again this was how i felt THEN (summer 07)...NOW im a changed man
dont drink, dont smoke, exercise, eat healthy now somebody please tell me why i got this disease which aint in our family history its a mystery to me and forever frustrating cuz at times it jus seems that light at the end of the tunnel cant b seen and i dont wanna lead a life of misery but everytime... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
heres my deal since mid-sophomore year back in those high school days i had a fear that i would b looked down upon by my peers cuz my skin wasnt clear when i first broke out i didnt know what it was about all i knew was i wanted a way out but since that time i been filled with doubts in my brain the... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, February 11, 2008
seems like everytime i write its when im feeling down at night and i tell ya itd b nice if i got rewarded for eating right specifically make my skin normal again and do away with the excess shedding i cant believe its been like this for a few years and over that time i never touched a beer or a j or... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, February 9, 2008
peace
unfortunately we'll never fully understand each other and differences will always exist because of skin color but we must try to come together in order to help make everything better senseless wars need to cease as well as shootings on the streets and racial profiling by the police violence is not... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, February 8, 2008
one for my girl
like a new born away from its mom for you i will always long your love i will always crave until my dying day i will always try to b there for you and i apologize for times i cant come through i jus want to fulfill your every need treat you like a queen bring to reality your dreams rub your tummy... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 7, 2008
shining through
around rush hour driving west on the highway the sun hidden by the clouds but yet to fade a lower than usual ceiling but the openings in the clouds produced an image so revealing rays of sun gleaming through and instantly Father i thought of You and how this spectacle was so true in the sense that... Sign in to see full entry.
everytime i turn on the tv i feel i see things i shouldnt see too many different versions of reality trying to show everything is all right in our society Sign in to see full entry.