Boyfriend is not blind to the fact that our life at the current moment is less than desireable. I don't blame him for my misery -- I got myself to where I am. So we both recognize that we need to do *something* but are either unsure of where to start or too settled from the lack of movement over the past year or so. I know he wants a better a life. You'd have to be retarded to NOT want something else, but we've dug ourselves a nice little ditch. This situation is so very different than the one... Sign in to see full entry.