PARADISE GARDEN

I am star's friend, I am an ordinary guy, not a scholar......Star have been asking me to write here, I thought it carefully and decided to share her blog. I am not a perfect person, but a good friend, kind of nice one. I go to church on not all sundays.....but some. I am plain American. Married and have few children. I am not quiet sure about the right number, well that's my past. I have been saved and being a great one for a while. I am so sincere to my family, I luv my wife to dealth. We are... Sign in to see full entry.

ALWAYS REMEMBER TO PUT YOURSELF AS FIRST....IF YOU FALL, THERE WON'T be any one at times............. Most of the time you will have only a shadow of your own...........no one else. Walking alone is not always fun........ Time like this I am alone, may be god is carrying me, I can't see any more than two foot prints........Some times I feel that no one knows my pain.........Some one try to tell me today that if anything happens to me.......those words I heard it before......... IF I HAD ANY ONE... Sign in to see full entry.

My day started with lots of ups and downs, even my car radio had a shiver and fever, I can't drive with out it, but amazingly at night, it works well..... Some time life is it's own way........it may not be some time, always....... Sign in to see full entry.

I had a reason No one ever talk to me the way you said things Have you read from a paper to find answers....... Didn't think so. I got a mail which I never answered...... The words you wrote?????????? Is that you or some one else?????? Why this drama......??????? Tell me open and true Is your story is true? Or you just took a role to make another song....... I will never be mad at you All I need a little peace...... By the way, you are really bold.... But here I promise, how far you hide... Sign in to see full entry.

Lately, I started thinking so unusual.....one day some happened at night and we argued each other, end up in a bad situation.......This was about two months ago, that's the day, for safety, I pulled the curtain, so the people on that house behind us could see me well........I don't know whether they see me or not.....but it makes me so nervous........Very very nervous. I mean, I did open the window for my safety.....but now I start thinking, do they know my story..... Sign in to see full entry.

Well I told you the part of angel story, and search. I end up in an interesting place though I didn't find the person I was searching. But some fun happened there, because they didn't know what I was doing or why I did it.....it went on air for a moment. ( I can't say any more descriptions on it). It made me little angry, plus gave me a thought of making a imagery character in my mind, and just believe that character is real and located at that place......... Well, I started believing it's true... Sign in to see full entry.

ONCE I NEVER HAD ANY TIME NOW I HAVE A LOT OF TIME UNTIL THIS THANKSGIVING BLACKFRIDAY COME SOON GET BUSY AND GO SCHEDULER AT WORK CALLED ME VERY NICELY JUST TO FIND OUT WOULD YOU PLEASE WORK ONE MORE SHIFT I DID ALL MY SHARE THIS IS MY TIME I HAVE A FUN PLAN I DO SOMETHING JUST MAKE ME SEE THE JOY OF CHRISTMAS I WANT TO BE LIKE THOSE DAYS JUST FREE AND FUN WATCHING ALLSHOPPERS BUYING FOR THEIR DEARS YES,I HAVE A FUN PLAN TO WATCH THEM LIKE I USED TO DO THOSE DAYS LIFE IS TO LIVE JUST DO SOME... Sign in to see full entry.

She went like a hurricane To chase him, to see him She still in that dream, They knew it well Another topic for a writer A songwriters junk food Hmmmmmm, The rain fall was over For few years It was almost fading They feared, she go out of the chain This time, they made the web They caught her with the image Gave her to think everything same She danced again with the same tune She danced, she can't stop yet Still she's trying hard She danced again..for the same cause Another song, another tone... Sign in to see full entry.

Many times I mention to them Taht I become strong A southern look to life Yawl won't understand Hey, but you got me Trained him well enough To act so perfect I knew it, sense it well But thought of takin a round' And play well...... Remember I mentioned their name Their place, everything Because I need to know you more I know u didn't tell....... Now I am releasing you like you were Never been here Never been spoken Never been known Now it's your choice It's your choice........... Only thing,... Sign in to see full entry.

I luv the photograph of real people I luv the pictures of soothing nature But I can't stand the shades of cartoon Though I luv the Jim Carey scenes I can't luv the crazy pictures I don't like the graphic art Because one hurts my mind The other hurts my eyes And it's more important For me not to strain my eyes Because I never love the glasses Even the sun shades I luv the naked truth And the beautiful nature I luv the people's voice and their eyes I can't stand the people who Wear hats to cover... Sign in to see full entry.

Well, I always talk about music, love, pain, happy and angel......but don't know how clearly I can explain that this is true....It's not an illusion. I have experienced some things in my life which I know it's true and the other end.......but it always put me in a mysterious thought, is that an angel...... This happened only when I was extreamly stressed out situation.......Just enough to bring me back to normal healthy happy mood........ I am none to question to god, but I want to request, can... Sign in to see full entry.

Can't even believe that I could still care about others......... Can't even believe that I am alive I am stupidddddddddddddddest at times Craziest, funniest, creature........ Whom can I blame???????????????????????????????? Just sigh Different than all others in home....... Please god, help me to be a better person in every one's life whom I come across...... Sign in to see full entry.

Beautiful Butterflies Colorful Swings around A melodious Voice........... My weakness please. understand where I come from loving emotions oh sweet how could you pretend? why would be silent? Sign in to see full entry.

It's fun to watch the rain and have a sweet dream vacation after the rain always wish for a yummy kiss So sweet and soft, memories of last dream where have you been all these days? Vacation after a rain granded by me... Echoes of my voice will comfort you until I come Before I go, need to say a specific thing A precise view about my future Hopes and dreams let me grow in peace Until the day I meet you.............. Have a cool vaction after the rain fall Willl allow you to choose the best Sign in to see full entry.

My little cosin begged me when I changed my name.......matter of minutes, I received appology letter or reminder letter or whatever....... Hey, It's not her....remember she is different, check it on pictures on blogit ARIALA... Sue 9457 got married and have a new baby girl, TREASURE.........they call her TREY Beautiful as dad and mom, a prescious baby. Sue's sons are also doing well. They both are handful lovely boys, they are closed to my kids. Some holidays we still visits. After all she got... Sign in to see full entry.

One more time to listen I dialed the number But thunder was on A sound of hung up....... Tried again, in vain Some times........... Hey, I don't worry Sign in to see full entry.

Inside is tearing out Want to cry so loud I am not feeling well about everything Miserable Upset Angry Depression Moody Anything you name it Sign in to see full entry.

Owner of a sweet voice Where you have been hired from? Who are you? but I remember...... You said where you from But got afraid I will ask any more Hey, I knew it before the curtains up It was a rehearsed dance One more time, One more day When I listen to Nickel back My frozen brain got warmed An energy went through Which ever thoughts haunts me To clear it out, answered by self I am not upset, but sorry for you Also sorry for the stupid ones People get greedy, but I am not material fact So it... Sign in to see full entry.

Owner of a sweet voice Where you have been hired from? Who are you? but I remember...... You said where you from But got afraid I will ask any more Hey, I knew it before the curtains up It was a rehearsed dance One more time, One more day When I listen to Nickel back My frozen brain got warmed An energy went through Which ever thoughts haunts me To clear it out, answered by self I am not upset, but sorry for you Also sorry for the stupid ones People get greedy, but I am not material fact So it... Sign in to see full entry.

Due to all my situations, I don't have a final decision on my trip. Whatever, please god keep my mom healthy. I spoked to the doc, she had an infart resulting with a left side weakness, now condition is stable, please have a prayer for her and hold my head with you all, it's hurting bad..... Sign in to see full entry.