I am so ashamed
I sat by the sea today I sat there and felt ashamed for I remembered all the other nights and days when I sat there in that same place staring into a sea that seemed so cold, and feeling so alone pleading with a God I thought was deaf, asking Him to please bring my love back, to spare his mind, promising Him anything and everything for one more hour in his arms. Now he is back and instead of falling on my knees thanking G-d for the miracle that is he, I fret and complain... about he not being... Sign in to see full entry.