Saturday, August 9, 2008
Tell me why... explain to me what the purpose would be if we were to get lost in each others eyes and I would let my heart again sigh Tell me why... why would all this happen to me when I have not been allowed to feel anything close to love for so long, so very long. Tell me friend... if we were not supposed to feel why did G-d allowed us to be so close... so very close. I don't know why but I know this that since the first moment we met I somehow knew it was Ok to talk to you, to let you know... Sign in to see full entry.
No more please...
What a fool I am when I choose to ignore things that are so plain to see, things everyone notices except me. I'm so stupid... still questioning what I can no longer ignore. What is in front of my eyes its not covered up by lies nor from me kept, and I know it to be true in my heart, yet, my soul cannot accept the thought that I have lost you that there is nothing I can do. But, how can I lose what I have never had? how can I feel stabbed by a none existent dart, and bleed and die inside not once... Sign in to see full entry.