Poetry from my Past

I gaze out my window and see a vast sky... I wonder if the world I know now is the one I will live in later. I know deep inside the answer is no... but I can't help but hope anyway. Will I get the dream job I yearn for or will I struggle and claw my way to the top of a ladder I wish to topple? Can I... Sign in to see full entry.

I sit at my window at night and I wonder... Will love ever come to me? Will I ever care so deeply for someone that I lose myself within them? Will I ever feel the passion that comes with giving all of oneself to their lover? WIll I get to experience the joy of discovering the boundless seas of the... Sign in to see full entry.

A poem for the future is all I think of... I sit up in my bed and think hard about what it should say. Should I write about goals I wish to reach? Places I wish to go? People I wish to meet? Love not yet discovered or felt? Oh, the things I could write if I could only get it right! Ok brain... what... Sign in to see full entry.

My eyes fill up and spill over with angry tears, My soul is filled with despair because my cries reach deaf ears.. I'm angry and confused... What else can I do? To make you see and make you hear That words can instill fear... I know you don't understand and that's also why When you say the things... Sign in to see full entry.

Here’s the deal... This is how it’s been... My thoughts of you are less as of late... Like my soul has lost weight. A heaviness that lurked deep inside my chest... My doubt, uncertainty, and sorrow have gone from me. What remains is something different... Neither better nor worse. Just different.... Sign in to see full entry.

For once, I feel joy and laughter come easy The breeze in the trees feels good to me It caresses my skin like the fingers of a lover A lover with power over me unlike any other My heart sings loudly and flows up to the sky And for once I don't analyze and ask myself why My burdens are light as... Sign in to see full entry.

My lips move and form words but you don't see them. From my lips come words and sentences but, you don't hear them. These words and sentences have meaning but you don't know them. A message from me to you but you haven't received it. I'd do anything, go anywhere, and become anything for you but,... Sign in to see full entry.

I feel as though my life is paused... Like the wind has stopped pounding my sails... I'm in neutral... not going forward and not moving backward. I am numb... or at least I wish to be. If I were numb I'd be able to displace these discomforting feelings... These thoughts of anger, sadness, dispair,... Sign in to see full entry.