Random thoughts and actions

I try to call my boyfriend at home and he doesnt' answer. Then I call his cell phone and he doesn't answer. Then I call his home phone again and leave a message to call me. Then I do the same on his cell phone. Then I wait 2 hours and then I get pissed off that he is nowhere to be found. Then just... Sign in to see full entry.

So I keep getting these annoying little reminders that new classmates have signed up from the class of 1990 on classmates.com. I signed up several years ago to try to contact the 3 friends that I actually had during high school. You see I moved from Canada to the US in my junior year of high school.... Sign in to see full entry.

Okay so I got to meet my boyfriend for lunch. He works with his best friend who also comes along. The three of us are joking around and having a good time. Through the course of lunch we discuss movies...Spinal Tap and the new one A Mighty wind. We discuss money.because my boyfriend and I are going... Sign in to see full entry.

I started work last week at a new job. Last week was training and today was my first day in my store. I am an assistant manager which is a step down and I'm also hourly instead of salary. It has it's perks though. To know that I get to go home after 40 hours is very nice! Anyway, my store has an... Sign in to see full entry.

I absolutely hate that feeling of having no money but plenty of bills. That horrible feeling when you know you are paying one bill and hoping that your phone or your tv won't get cut off before you get your next paycheck. I hate the feeling of wondering how many paychecks it will take before you're... Sign in to see full entry.

but my boyfriend is. Happy Passover to anyone who is also Jewish. I just had a celebration at my boyfriends grandmothers house. My boyfriend complained the whole time. He hates pretty much the whole Jewish concept with always annoys me a little. I mean..I'm Christian and I'm not very active but... Sign in to see full entry.

So I was filling out one of those random surveys that you tend to get online from your friends. The ones that ask you what time you started, what you favorite color is, who you expect to reply first etc etc. I actually ended up getting one that was unique because it asked a lot about the 80's and... Sign in to see full entry.

I can now say that I have lived through the terror of being trapped in an elevator. On April 12th at 3am in the morning two friends and I walked into an elevator at our hotel. Another man also was in the elevator. We were going to our room on the 19th floor and he was heading to the 22nd. The... Sign in to see full entry.

I love my friends! I am going into New York City for the next 3 days to see some concerts. I have had the worst fears about it because I hate the thought of being alone going through Penn Station etc at 2am just to get home and then head back in the morning. It has literally made me a nervous wreck.... Sign in to see full entry.

So I lost my job a few weeks ago. I worked in retail. I finally decided that working in retail was like selling my soul. I had no joy out of it. No fun. I hated it. I want a job where I am creative. I want to be creative again. I sent this note out to everyone I know telling them to please help me... Sign in to see full entry.