Sunday, October 28, 2007
The Other Day I Recieved the Most Deliriously Happy News
I was so excited I told everybody. I felt like I was dreaming and kept wanting to shout, "Hurry somebody pinch me." I felt such peace and such happiness, something I haven't felt in a long long time. I felt as though maybe God had listened, maybe he had answered my prayers. I had been through so...
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Friday, October 19, 2007
I should find out the sex of the baby in two weeks!!!
Although the doctor hinted at what she thought it might be. I don't want to start painting the baby's room until I know for sure. I have so many ideas for the baby's room...I don't want to get carried away though...lol...the baby will be far too young to enjoy the labors of my work. Like a picture...
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
My mom showed my doctor my buttcrack. Talk about embarrassing!
So I had to go to the dermatologist to get a mole checked out. My mom pulled my pants down, parted my butt, and showed him my mole. Geez. I'm close to my mom but.... LOL!
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Is that my face in the mirror ...yeesh...............I need a beauty refund
I look haggard, drained, tired, worn out, abandoned, and neglected. Even my eyelids are droopy. I can't remember the last time I worked this hard or this much. One of my state exams is saturday. Keep your fingers crossed. I never imagined I'd be pregnant and working two jobs. I always wanted an...
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Sunday, October 7, 2007
I feel sorry for the future man in my life.
Partly because I lack faith in men. My ex was a compulsive liar. He was such a liar that his 6 year old daughter called him out on several occasions. My experiences with him, no matter how disappointing, has made me strong, stronger than I ever was before, or thought I could be. I am in control of...
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Friday, October 5, 2007
"Miaella you're just too nice." Um....okay, I guess I can live with that.
My mom calls it the doormat syndrome. All day at work today I heard people say, "Miaella is so nice." "Miaella is just too nice." Nice. Nice. Nice. It makes me want to scream, "What is wrong with being nice? What is wrong about genuinely caring about other human beings." These are the same people...
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Thursday, October 4, 2007
Boy they weren't kidding when they said pregnant women are loopy!
Here's an example. So I'm at work and the principal of the school comes in and says, "Ozzy the mime is next door." I kinda laugh without meaning too and repeat, "Ozzy the mime is next door," in disbelief. Like I know who Ozzy the mime is and he's someone important. He looks at me, mildly dumfounded,...
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Wednesday, October 3, 2007
What if who we are to become has already been decided for us.
What if it was written from birth? John Clavin's Institutes of the Christian Religion emphasized the doctrine of predestination. Predestination meaning God knew who would obtain Salvation before those people were born. Would that justify the train of thought that some are born evil? And why is it...
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Monday, October 1, 2007
My headache is back. Grrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How am I supposed to work two jobs, go to school, and study for one of my state exams I have to take the middle of this month with a headache! Is there no mercy for me? Now I have to look for another job for some extra income so I can pay my mortgage, which means even less time on here. Krisles once...
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
No im not leaving blogit...just so dang busy
Just wanted to drop some I promise i'll do some reading this weekend.
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