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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

"Always, Your Captain"

The Captain has emailed me from Hawaii several times, and I have not responded. According to his last email, he has taken my silence to mean that I am waiting for an answer. He thinks I have written pages and pages in my Blog about him. So, today I finally responded, "No, not waiting, just very... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

"Can The Thirsty Stay Sane After What They've Seen?"

It is raining here in City A, on Saturday, and I am listening to Phoebe Snow. The title I used here are her words, I borrowed them. The Captain left Tuesday for Hawaii on business. He didn't answer the question I posed to him. He just signed off the chat without even saying 'goodbye'. He called me... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

The Captain and The Maid

Captain K, it really is okay. I probably should not have pushed you like I did, but I had to know before you left this time. I needed reassurance, which was not forthcoming. At least, not in the way I had hoped it would. And that is okay. I have startled you. I have upset your previously ordered... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

Roadrunners and Captains, But Not Captain Roadrunner

I did not see the Roadrunner today. And that is a good thing. I would love to see him because we do have as much fun together as we do, but if what he is saying to me is the truth, then he is as crazy as I am, and somebody has to be sane! One party in a 'couple' has to be, right? Seriously, though,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

Tweet! Wait! Time Out! Still Thinking....

I've not shared a lot the past few days. I have been writing, but not sharing because of a promise I made, sort of, to The Captain. I am listening to Blessid Union fo Souls, the CD with Jelly on it. My BoyToy gave me this CD the first time we met, after we got out the hospital. We share a special... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, June 17, 2005

But Not Yet

The Captain and I shared a magical evening last night. It is amazing what a few hours alone and a soothing massage can do for a relationship. And, pillowtalk, murmured in satisfied after-tones. <GRIN> We stayed longer than we had ever dared stay before. I could see myself seeing only the Captain. I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

"Chicken Wings With Hot Sauce In Hell"

Fritz the Cat is asleep there on the bed and I am fulfilling a fantasy of writing in the Speckled Notebook in a hotel room where nobody knows where I am, except for Fritz. Gawd, The Boy Toy is Hot! I walked out of the noon time heat and into the coolness of the room. I walked into the heat of those... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

I Think That Means Something

Gawd, Boyfriend Number One and I really push each others buttons. He pisses me off! I had the advantage in the button-pushing department until I tipped my hand the other day trying to make a point in an argument. He realized then that I know him better than he knows himself. "I just don't want to be... Sign in to see full entry.

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"Reach Your Hand Right Down In Your Pocket; Pull Out Some Hope Me"

Damn the compulsion! I am here only until about noon today. Then I am 'taking the afternoon off' And, yet, here I sit. I am listening, again, to the Matchbox Twenty CD and borrowed some of their words for this title. The girl-child is off to camp and I will leave the boy-child with his father for... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, June 11, 2005

Enter Mr. Ohio and Call Me Bernadette!

Right now, I am listening to The Four Tops on the trusty Sony-with-the-headphones while the play I am writing flickers into the far front of my brain, and feeling very much like 'Bernadette', about myself. Weird, huh? Gawd, I just had what qualifies for me anymore as a 'first date'. New rules for... Sign in to see full entry.

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Internet lovers have saved me.....after the drugs nearly killed me. Only the music remains the same. I can't write the music; but I can write the words, words that echo my life. And just like the life the words echo, the music shifts, sometimes quietly, and sometimes with life-altering crescendos.

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