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Thursday, November 18, 2010

Unsettled

The silence engulfs me on a harsh Sunday morning, Except for the music played low, so only I hear. Emptiness surrounds, and the quiet is muffled, Alone in my corner, I face my fear. I feel her all around me For she has become my lover. She mocks me in the mirror And tells me there will be no other.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, September 11, 2010

He Walks With A Leg Brace

I have found him....please read my entry for March... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, March 15, 2010

Who Knows?

I have come to the conclusion that I am careening out of control. That said, what to do about it? I will eat more, and stay at home! I am bipolar, and a symptom of the disorder is promiscuity. I do not want to take the meds, because I get fat, and plod through my days like a zombie. I didn't enjoy... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, February 18, 2010

Mama Wants Some Booty

I didn't wear it on Sunday. In fact, I haven't worn it at all. He ended up falling into a bottle of Valium, his words, and therein lies the problem. Dunno what happened there, but will not pursue it. Will not go there. I have been talking to a local man on the phone. He drives a truck, and happens... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, February 5, 2010

I Am Going To Wear It Sunday..

Friday night, and I am alone. Perfectly okay. I am listening to the radio, "I Still Haven't Found What I Am Looking For." I think Sting did it. Not sure. He did call, my latest flirtation. He found my earring. He said something about a 'reward', and we made plans to see each other Sunday night. He... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Does This Toolbelt Make My Butt Look Big?

Hard to know exactly what I am feeling, except alone, and that could be changed by my picking up the phone. I kinda like being alone, to think my thoughts, and learn to love myself as much as I have loved the men who have come into my life, and gone. I, only, am left with me, and I got the better... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, January 28, 2010

Started Out A Sex Thang!

Ah! So I have secured this spot for me to vent, to rant, to cry, to explain, to tell, to chronical the evolving of the me I am becoming, for the next two years. I got my taxes back today, so I rewarded myself! THIS has become my escape. Every word I write is true, but the experiences I chronicle are... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, January 8, 2010

I Didn't Drink The Margaritas

Day One of second job down. Orientation, which is always really boring in the food service industry. I am excited about the job, though! I already have a couple guys supposed to come up tomorrow night to have a beer and see me. I am not holding my breath. I went out Wednesday night for my birthday... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, January 4, 2010

Lessons Learned The Hard Way

I don't know how I would function were I not able write. I didn't write while I lived with him. There is about a two year gap in this blog. I am glad it was still here when I came back. One of my biggest regrets is losing a journal with the last letter my father ever sent me used as the bookmark,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, January 2, 2010

My Birthday, Too

That nasty double shift is behind me, and I have one more day, then I have four days off from there! Yeah. I start my second job on Tuesday. I am excited about it! It will give me something to do with my time, and I can think of no better way to spend my time than making money and meeting people! To... Sign in to see full entry.

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Internet lovers have saved me.....after the drugs nearly killed me. Only the music remains the same. I can't write the music; but I can write the words, words that echo my life. And just like the life the words echo, the music shifts, sometimes quietly, and sometimes with life-altering crescendos.

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