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Saturday, May 23, 2009

Numb

Sheer numbness I can only take so much The blood leaking It no longer hurts The skin has hardened From the punctures Of the past Broken promises Shattered dreams A life that won't last Shall I continue this walk? Feels like I am destined For failure The sun light hurts Burning my skin I am going... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, May 22, 2009

cake and ice cream

This is a battle I never thought I would lose I love her so much But I'm Deeply love you to Seems as though My life won't be complete Unless I have the two of you You at night While I spend the day with her My boo So confused I don't want to be a man whore But here I am this night Knocking at your... Sign in to see full entry.

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Caged Bird

Never feel As if You have To stay Fly away My little bird But just know I will remember this day You promised That you Would always be Here with me Begging to Be free I opened your cage door And you flew away from me Sign in to see full entry.

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Blow it out

Today was a long day The news reports Tell the story of people having it worst than me I lay back in my chair And dream about how life could be What if... I would've known what I do now? What if... I would've taken a right instead of making that left? What if... I would've found God a little sooner?... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Blocked Call

At some point This must end Face facts We're not good for each other We can't even be friends Don't even waste your time And especially mine Asking me why we never talk anymore I used to think it But now that I've met the real you You're not that fine I need to get away Because the thought of us... Sign in to see full entry.

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blessing from the sky

Everyday I wake I give thanks For me being kept safe During the coldness of the night And that I will make it through The heat of the day Every night Before I fall asleep I pray for all I know Then I pray to the Lord For my soul to keep And if I shall die Before I wake I pray the Lord My soul to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Best / worst case

We stay together We break up We get married We get a divorce We have a beautiful family The family becomes broken We're monogamous Infidelity issues arise You love when I walk through the door You hate to see me coming You hang on every word I say You drop in and out of our conversations We spend... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

As day comes

Awaken by the sun light Shinning through my window A new day has dawned Tomorrow is dead No need to dwell on its negative Or the drama it spawned The 1st move Todays chess game has started From now on I will be a king No longer a pawn Not willing to look back on the past The things that didn't last... Sign in to see full entry.

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Distance

Stay back My spider sense goes off When you come near Memories flood my mind Thoughts of you and I As I turn and run in fear Too many memories And 90% of them are bad Driving me to drink I need a beer I thought you were the one The answer to my dreams But I wasn't thinking clear The feelings are... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, May 18, 2009

Insane asylum Hell on earth Given the padded room treatment My mind has become a war zone The ramifications Of a mental sanction Speaking my mind Got me thrown in here I must be crazy Because I have no fear The inmates pass me by Trying to check me in a non verbal manner The laughter keeps me up All... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

And Then You Die

Life is Full of Love and hope And then you die So much promise Light shinning bright You fly high And then you die Blessed to have Found love Just to lose it asking why Feeling as if you want to die Gone in the physical But still Watching over us No one ever really dies Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, May 14, 2009

Acid Trip

Eyes play Tricks on me As if I'm looking Through a kaleidoscope Makes me Have suicidal Thoughts Somebody Pass me The rope Hang myself End it all As I punish myself With the whip Be right back after this trip Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

A Rose By Any Other Name

We didn't get much time To be together But I still think about you Everytime I see a rose grow I was just a child With a young mind But I still remember you voice And how you looked How you made me feel I know you're smiling down on me As I write this book There can never be another like you Love... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, May 9, 2009

Verge

Some refer to it As felo-de-se When life gets to hard I just want to flee At one point I had so much promise I was filled with glee Now I’m an outcast Due to my own actions Alone just me and some cold tea Annihilation brought on By the thought There is no salvation Who would’ve thought? During the... Sign in to see full entry.

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Midnight Train

So fond of you Tender love When I am cold You make me warm With your compassion You never give your love away in rations If you leave me I fear I will fall ill Face changing colors Not blue but a shade of ashen So I hop aboard This red eye Love restored When I see you again my great reward They said... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, May 2, 2009

Shock Value

They make a great couple I'm talking about her and her boo Their what everyone wants their relationships to be They actually love each other Not just the motions their going through Your a better person for being in their presence They live on a block Where they are the most loved residents... Sign in to see full entry.

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Suppression

Hold it in This two shall pass It will be al right The sun will shine That's what they Keep saying Feeling like It will be ok My heart hurts With each day I keep smiling While dying inside The outer image Is a masterpiece However Inner is an ugly duckling Suppressions The addiction of a mad man Sign in to see full entry.

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Cobain

How long can I do this? Pretending everything is perfect Still writing Knowing that its lost the zest The inner workings Of a genius Forced to conform Society frowns upon People of my ill That buck the system Never willing To water down My self or my art Criticized Because I don't glorify Certain... Sign in to see full entry.

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Arm’s Length

Stay back My spider sense goes off When you come near Memories flood my mind Thoughts of you and I As I turn and run in fear Too many memories And 90% of them are bad Driving me to drink I need a beer I thought you were the one The answer to my dreams But I wasn't thinking clear The feelings are... Sign in to see full entry.

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Notes From the Underground

Huddled up down in my bunker It's a lonely road But it's the one I've chosen Why is it that the world doesn't understand me? Why is it that no one can see what I see? Why won't they just let me be? I grow tired of this Fighting battles day to day Enemies coming at me from all sides I pray that I... Sign in to see full entry.

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