The Sounds Of My Soul

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Dreaming Again

As I watch with wondering eyes, Time slips by on a river of fire. Memories play out before me, A never ending replay of my life in all of it's glory. I see the mistakes, the bitterness, the shame. I relive the happiness, the triumphs, the gains. Bittersweet pain fills my heart as I relive the joys... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Raymond Radiguet

I did not write this, but in seeing the words I feel something flutter in my heart, something so sweet and painful, that I simply had to share with you all. To read these words and think of that someone who gives me that same sweet and painful clench of my heart is too lovely to keep to myself...... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, October 26, 2007

Skip The Ride

You set me up to fail this time, and I saw it coming. Ignoring my own warnings I let myself relax, thinking I could handle it when it began again. It was easy to slip into a stream of denial, easy to forget how I felt before. Thought I had it under control, the pain was something of a memory.... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, October 22, 2007

Shut It Off

I can’t shut it off, This thing I’ve begun. Sometimes it’s hard to tell where it’s coming from. Something snapped inside, And it’s dangerous. I’m losing control, I’m not used to this. It’s hard to see just what I’m capable of. And it’s even harder to believe, Just what I’ve become. I try to swallow... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, October 15, 2007

A Midnight Battle

No sleep tonight, an unsettled mind my only company on the lonely darkness. Trying so hard to find a place where I can come to terms with the feelings inside my heart. Disappointment, hurt, anger at myself for feeling these things, sadness at the leave taking that steadily approaches. I'm not sure... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Love Lost

Missing you tonight, I hold my head in my hands. A chasm yawns between us, though we lie together in this bed. When did we become so different, when did we lose the love we had? I remember you as you used to be before we let our love end. All smiles, sunshine, and laughter, you’d make my day seem so... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Un-Titled

What is this that creeps through my heart? I have not the words to name it. Deeply embedded though I know not when or how. Growing steadily stronger with each passing hour. A tingle of fear runs up my spine. My heart was not made to know this feeling. My mind revolts against it while my soul fights... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

It Sleeps

It sleeps in me. Comforting in it's familiarity. Waiting for it's time, Slumbering peacefully through the tumult that are my dreams. Scattered moments of almost wakefulness. At times stretching it's muscles as if preparing. But settling instead into the slumber of the almost dead. Biding it's time... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Silenced By Fear

So hard to say what is on my mind I want to tell you how badly I hurt tonight But there is happiness in your eyes A light that, if I shared my pain, would die To cause you pain would kill me So I hide it from your perceptive eyes Hoping that you won't see That even in your prescence I feel death... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Hurt

Hurt me so bad Pain like a knife Thrust deep into my heart I don't know how to say Exactly what's on my mind Wondering if I deserve What's been done to me Not quite betrayal Something less than love Here in my heart Confusion surrounds me I try to do it all Everything on my own Afraid to let someone... Sign in to see full entry.

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