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well im fresh outta college and like most college grads nowadays not xactly sure what i want to do but after readin some good books (esp the ultimate gift) and tryin to keep my thoughts positive and heedin advice from family and prayin to God i have learned to b content with life regardless of my circumstances which was quite the contrary throughout my 4 yrs of college where i developed a chronic skin condition (dermatologist called it seborrheic dermatitis) which im not xactly sure if it is or not but regardless it (as well as uncertainty about what to do in my future for a career) drove me to the darkest and lowest point of my life which resulted in depression and several thoughts of suicide and while im well aware millions of people no doubt deal with more painful and dire situations all i can do is try to make the most of my life and help others but when my quality of life decreased due to my condition i couldnt figure out why this happened to me bc im as straight edge as they get and have always been a pretty nice guy so i was confused spiritually as well but anyway now that im thru it i know it all happened for a reason and all the poems that follow (datin bak to 05) r jus reflections of how i felt at that point in time and writin was the only tru outlet i had and prior to these poems i never wrote any for my own pleasure but jus bein able to release all that i bottled up onto the paper was very needed and i apologize for some of the language cuz i myself had always and still try to watch what i say but at that point as i know some of u know nothin matters....anyway hopefully some people can find some solace from my writins as well as hope for a better day

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Location:

United States

Favorite quote:

never give up

Gender:

m