About magical2c

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             MY STORY BEGINS WITH A LOVING MOTHER AND GRANDMOTHER WITHOUT THEM I CAN ONLY IMAGE A MOST DESTITUTE MIND. I AM THE PRODUCT OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, ABANDONMENT, CHILD ABDUCTION, MOLESTATION, ATTEMPED SUICIDES (MOTHER AND SISTER) DRUG ABUSE AND DIVORCE. MY GRANDMOTHER WAS MY GUIDING LIGHT MY BIGGEST FAN AND NOW I KNOW SHE IS MY GUARDIAN ANGEL.IF THIS INFORMATION GIVES ANYONE ENCOURAGEMENT THEN IT IS WORTH REPEATING. I HAVE BEEN A SPECTATOR IN MOST OF THESE SITUATIONS BUT WATCHING YOUR LOVED ONES SUFFER IS VERY PAINFUL AND THERE'S ALWAYS THE QUESTION OF WHY NOT ME HOW DID I SURVIVE AND HAVE A BLESSED LIFE FULL OF EVERDAY JOY. I DO NOT HAVE THE ANSWER I ONLY KNOW THESE THINGS DO NOT HAVE TO BE LIFE ENDING ONLY LIFE ALTERING. AND I KNOW  THESE THINGS WERE NOT MY FAULT THAT'S WHAT I KEPT SAYING TO MYSELF AND I KNEW IT TO BE TRUE. I SOMEHOW AVENGED MY "CRAZY FAMILY" BY BEING NORMAL EVEN THAT SEEM TO AGGRAVATE SOME OF THEM I THINK MAYBE BEING A VICTIM SUITED THEM. I KNOW THEY GOT ALOT OF ATTENTION FROM THE MADNESS. I WAS ONLY A PROP IN THE BACKGROUND.

              I  AM HAPPY TO SAY THAT OTHER THAN DIVORCE I DID SURVIVE AND AM PROUD TO SAY THAT I HAVE SEVEN WONDERFUL CHILDREN THREE BORN FROM MY BODY AND FROM BORN FROM MY HEART. I HAVE SEVEN FANTASTIC GRANDCHILDREN THEY LIGHT MY WAY EVERYDAY THEY GIVE ME PURPOSE. MY CHILDREN ARE VERY PROUD OF ME, AS I AM MY MOTHER. THEY ENCOURAGE MY TRAVEL AND ARE A LITTLE IMPRESSED WITH MY SUCCESS EVEN THOUGH ITS JUST NORMAL STUFF THEY THINK I SHOULD BE A LITTLE CRAZY BECAUSE OF MY CHILDHOOD. I GROW MORE CONFIDENT EVERYDAY I HAVE GOALS AND ARE REACHING FOR THEM. I TRULY LOVE TO TRAVEL AND GARDEN, DECORATE MY HOME. I READ A BOOK A WEEK AND I FEEL IT ALWAYS TAKES ME TO A NEW PLACE IT'S MY ESCAPE FROM EVERDAY COMMITMENTS. I SEE MY GRANDCHILDREN ALMOST EVERDAY I AM PHYSICALLY MOVED WHEN I HEAR THEM CALL MY NAME IT'S A GIFT ONLY YOUR CHILDREN CAN GIVE YOU AND ITS HEART ALTERING ITS SIMPLY MAGIC. I LOVE THE LORD AND HIS WORDS GIVE ME STRENGTH AND GUIDE ME TO BE A BETTER PERSON. I AM BLESSED. I ALSO FEEL HONORED FOR ANYONE TO READ MY POETRY.

 

           

         

     

 

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Location:

United States

Primary occupation:

QUALITY CONTROL

Dream occupation:

TO BE RETIRED

Hometown:

RIVERBANK,CA.

Schools attended:

RIVERBANK HIGH SCHOOL

I like:

TRAVEL, PHOTOGRAPHY,THEATER,GARDENING

Favorite writers:

DIANA GILBALDON, ANNE RICE, JANET EVANOVICH

Favorite books:

DRAGONFLY IN AMBER, HORSE WHISPERER

Favorite music:

ROCK (BON JOVI) LOVE 50'S AND FUNK

Favorite movies:

WEDDING DATE

Favorite TV shows:

SURVIVOR, AMAZING RACE

Favorite teams:

49ER'S, SF GIANTS

Gender:

FEMALE

Religion:

CHRISTIAN