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posted by
sam444
on June 30, 2010 at 9:14 PM
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ave to agree, he was the devil! How utterly selfish he seems to be; or it could just be about control! I know I would have retreated to myself and dreamed of returning home to where I knew a special peace amid the violence as you did! It will be interesting to hear how you come to terms with your vow to return home! You are still young but I believe one can foster their perceptions and thus make their dreams come to fruition or abandon them as the maturity brings about new quests! And I am very excited to read your poem when it is completed! sam
posted by
sam444
on June 30, 2010 at 9:12 PM
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How terrible and as a kid faced with all of this, you tend to look for comfort zone. Well done Tzippy.
posted by
shobana
on June 30, 2010 at 7:46 PM
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WHAT A PRIVELEDGE MY OWN CAREFREE CHILDHOOD WAS..
I WONDER WHY I EVER COMPLAINED ABOUT ANYTHING. YOU HAVE LIVED SUCH NIGTMARES.
posted by
Kabu
on June 30, 2010 at 7:19 PM
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What a lesson in survival you have been through
I can feel your pain in your words. Many Blessings.
posted by
skye08
on June 30, 2010 at 6:31 PM
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Tzippy
You really describe your despair so well! And one also realizes there's no end in sight for you at that time - the dream 'to return home' is destined to remain a dream...
posted by
Nautikos
on June 30, 2010 at 6:12 PM
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I never know the path.....
your journey is going to take us......but the plate is always filled with an entree of foreboding electricity.....and a side composed of an unending procession of dropping shoes.
posted by
Corbin_Dallas
on June 30, 2010 at 4:11 PM
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Wow.
You really do write this beautifully -- heartbreaking and beautifully.
posted by
strat
on June 30, 2010 at 11:35 AM
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The dark people of this world can find terrible sins in the lightest of amusements and make war zones seem desirable in their own way. It is sad that one bad situation can lead to another.
posted by
mariss9
on June 30, 2010 at 11:29 AM
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So sad it is when the home cannot be seen as a safe place to be with the devil as you call him and the filth that was around.
posted by
FormerStudentIntern
on June 30, 2010 at 10:15 AM
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Oh T... I am sorry your memories are so horrible... ... but your writting sweetie is excellent!... something great came out of all that sadness... the gift that is you :-) Thank you for sharing all that with us... I know it can not be easy to re-live it but in the end it will help you I am sure to get it out in the open... (((((((((((((((((( T)))))))))))))) xoxoxo
posted by
Sinome
on June 30, 2010 at 7:33 AM
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After reading just this little teaspoon of misery from your pool of it,
I'm thinking maybe it wasn't so bad after all that my dad stayed away after the war and left Mom and the three of us to fend for ourselves.
posted by
Pat_B
on June 30, 2010 at 5:32 AM
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its amazing your life was so bad you wanted to return to the home where killings were everyday
posted by
Lanetay
on June 29, 2010 at 10:50 PM
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