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Re: Oh, and when I write to you, I envision myself hugging you as a grand-
BENZINHA 
Cant tell you how much your words mean to me right now. I thank the good lord for sending you to me.
love,
amy
posted by
freeflyinbird
on April 9, 2010 at 5:43 AM
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Oh, and when I write to you, I envision myself hugging you as a grand-
daughter while I tell you things that I know hurt your heart. ((((((((FREEFLYINGBIRD)))))))
posted by
benzinha
on April 9, 2010 at 1:49 AM
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Re: dearest freeflyingbird, I am not a true guide, I can only tell of my
own life stories. As I am old, I have probably done just about everything on Earth and so, I have a story for each thing that you speak of.
I do know that we must try to make the world the sweetest place that it can be for those that we love, who love us, who depend upon us.
Those that we love from far away, well they are Just That, far away, and so cannot be considered in our decisions as though they were right there next to us.
My heart aches for two young men from my far away past and that is good. It was meant to be, to happen as it did. I stayed and they left and only good has come of it, for me and for them.
It makes me sad to say that, to feel that, but it is still true.
posted by
benzinha
on April 9, 2010 at 1:47 AM
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benzinha,
I wish I could hold you and cry now. You are right. I love him so much that I see nothing else.
Thank you for all the good words. I get swayed easily. Please guide me when ever i go wrong.
Love you so s so very much grandma.
Lots of hugs,
Amy
posted by
freeflyinbird
on April 9, 2010 at 12:31 AM
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LISTEN TO GRANDMA...HER ADVICE WAS SOUND.
posted by
Kabu
on April 6, 2010 at 8:40 PM
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No, I fear that ignoring you is the best decision for all concerned.
In a long life, letting go of love must be done sometimes. It may remain strong and alive like a small fire inside of us, but it cannot be manifested one bit outside of our skin.
That would destroy friendships, cause new problems, relight quiet fires and just mess up everyone's emotions. He chose the best path for all concerned, his wife, your husband, everyone's children.
posted by
benzinha
on April 6, 2010 at 5:29 AM
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