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Re: I can't stop reading you. I have been holding my pee for an hour.LOL
posted by
mylifeofpain
on November 7, 2009 at 11:00 PM
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Re: I think i may have gotten the wrong message
You have never said anything to hurt me. you are always kind and thoughtful. I have no idea what you are talking about. I don't read my blogs. I my keyboard is sticky, but I hope I didn't put say anything rude to you. I know I should read my blogs. but it is to hard. The other day some ones said something really sad. I decided to read it. I feel apart. I just copy and post most of these from my on line diary. I wrote them in the middle of the night after everyone would go to bed. and on a day to day journey as it was happening. I have not read them. I was usually crying when I was writing them. I couldn't have read them if I had tried. I have always been ashamed of my life . I started writing in my head everyday on the schoolbus. what happen last night, or what I was scared of that day. by the time I got off the bus I was ok, It was stored in memory. It makes life easier to live if you think of everyday as a page,and every tragedy a new chapter. It seems so overwhelming now that i have no one to talk to about our life, That is the special bond sisters have. we were all so close in age and suffered through so much as little girls. when you are always scared and unprotected , but yet protective. What I am trying to say, for example. everyone has been scared at some point. even if it was just a few minutes you thought someone was trying to break in and you were alone. That was how we lived everyday, we were ages 4 to 9. no phone, no lock on the doors and everyone knew we were alone. , Then we were scared when our parents came in at 2 AM . We were always hiding under beds or in closets. always trying to comfort each other. I would be so hungry I would be sick. but then when My sisters would start to cry because they were hungry. I would not be hungry anymore because it hurt me to see them so hungry. It is a love that is so strong , your almost one. I feel like a part of me died with my sisters. They are probably saying
GET A GRIP ALREADY
posted by
mylifeofpain
on November 7, 2009 at 1:37 PM
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Pain...
First of all, I want to apologise to you if I have done or said anything to hurt or upset or anger you in any way. That certainly wasn't my intention, and I hope one day you'll be able to read me again. That, of course, is entirely up to you.
I am so very, very sorry that Wendy suffered and died the way she did. That this man harmed her in such an indignant way, is nothing short of repulsive. It shows that he has no respect for his paitents...Nor for that matter, human life itself.
posted by
lovelyladymonk
on November 7, 2009 at 10:37 AM
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