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Thank you, the truth is I am scared to death, all the time. sometimes i just want to curl up in a closet a cry. I don't understand how I got here. How did I get in this place that I have control over so many lives. I only had a sixth grade education. and suddenly I am responsible for all of my family and my sister's medical treatment and mental health. our family has mental illness of every kind in it somewhere. I have read everything I can on mental illness. I just feel like they were all short changed by having me to care for them. People like my daughter Tonya, she needed a mother that could have invested all of her time to help her. someone with an education. Someone without social anxiety. that is the hard part. I always feel out of place. I educated myself at home by studying my kids homework, and than spent countless hours trying to learn to type, and then I bought a computer. sometimes the kids would come home from school, and I would still be trying to log on.I took my GED, Act . Enrolled in WVSC to study Behavour Health. I had at least one panac attack a day. No, I am anything but brave.
posted by
mylifeofpain
on November 6, 2009 at 10:59 AM
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You are so brave. Much love to you...
posted by
lovelyladymonk
on November 6, 2009 at 8:11 AM
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