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Re: "Someone should tell her she's a brillinant writer with a beautiful
That reminds me of the time when I thought about telling a close friend, "I would tell you that you have chronic halitosis but I can't".
posted by
mysteria
on May 22, 2009 at 2:26 PM
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Re: you never know Sudanym...maybe secret ears hear your songs...
there is SO much that is unsEEn
more that is unknown
it's mysterious everywhere
posted by
mysteria
on May 22, 2009 at 2:24 PM
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texture...what a great name...it has substance
something for the mind to latch on to. Your words and thoughts here are thrilling to read which causes the butterflies to dance in my stomach and the ladybugs to gather on my cheeks
thank you texture...
thank you
I aim for wholeness with very sharp eyes...
posted by
mysteria
on May 22, 2009 at 2:21 PM
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She "is" a beautiful writer and artist with a wonderful mind. You are right and you understand her depression better than I do. I want to stab it with swords and make it retreat, to take away its power. I am guessing that won't work. I am feeling helpless.
This monster, if outrunning it doesn't work, can you perhaps create it into a corner for longer and longer periods of time? Your thoughts and expressions are exquisite. If I over simplify i do not mean to.
posted by
texture
on May 22, 2009 at 12:57 PM
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"Someone should tell her she's a brillinant writer with a beautiful mind", said pat the cat. "You do it" said Bo The Bear. pat the cat stared a hole in the ground.
posted by
Sudanym_
on May 21, 2009 at 11:02 AM
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i did that one day or so but i lose patience. 2-1/2 one day, but i understate. Depression is not like Hell it IS hell here and now. "noone can see you noone can here you your mother doesn't love you"...From my song "IN HELL" which, probably like ALL my songs, noone will ever hear so fuck it. i thought i was like 4 today but bullshit to that. This is not what i meant to post.
posted by
Sudanym_
on May 21, 2009 at 10:57 AM
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Mysteria
Yesterday morning I was on an up - about a 9 and so I used that to get through stuff, today it's the place i know - about a 2
posted by
Azur
on May 18, 2009 at 2:24 PM
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You can, you will, you have!
posted by
tamlet
on May 18, 2009 at 2:52 AM
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Your creative pursuits will be rewarding sooner than you imagine!
posted by
hardilaziz
on May 17, 2009 at 9:24 PM
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You will overcome, daunting as it is! sam
posted by
sam444
on May 17, 2009 at 3:33 PM
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When I was able to outrun the monster of the morning
I didn't mind them at all
Then one day
I remember when
They caught up to me
Now they pay me back
for all the time I eluded them
it's hard to face so many demons
every morning
all the time
I will be so happy when i have learned enough to kill them forever
posted by
mysteria
on May 17, 2009 at 3:20 PM
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Great idea to write it down like that. I wish you peace, lots and lots and lots of peace. ~OTA
posted by
Blue_feathers
on May 17, 2009 at 3:11 PM
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Write more poetry and gimme my scale back!
posted by
teddypoet_TheGoodByeFade
on May 17, 2009 at 3:07 PM
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Mysteria...
I don't think mornings are high on anyone's list of favorite things, but your's sound absolutely horrid. You are right, creative activities make the day brighter.
posted by
food4thought
on May 17, 2009 at 3:02 PM
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